Chapter 30 - Big.. Big.. Teddy
Anna's Pov:
I came to my room..
Tears rolling from my eyes
I tried to hide from Mark..
After I came to my room, I can't control them..
I sit on my bed.. and I started crying..
I was happy before Genie, visit..
But when she said..
"I don't give answers to the one who can't effort for a dress"
It stabs to me..
It hurts me a lot..
Yes, what she said was really true..
I can't even effort for the dress..
I lost everything.. That I can't even effort in to buy a slice of bread at least..
If Mark makes me to get out of his house..
I have to sell my body..
No Anna no, no...
You should not lose your character.. I said to myself...
If it comes to the point of my character it's better to take a death note instead of to lose my character..
My mom..
she is the one who cares about me..
My mom personally takes care of my dresses..
I don't even know how to select my own dress..
She always prefers best for me even in hard times too...
I don't know how to live my life without my mom..
Mark, he really takes good care..
But I can't depend on him like this..
After Ria's case was closed..
I should leave Mark..
After that I am alone..
No one is there in my life..
Tears rolling from my eyes.. I am sobbing to myself..
I didn't even touch my mom for one last time..
I feel better if Mark takes me to my mom final rituals..
But he didn't..
When I ask him about my mom..
He said he will take to the grave..
I really feel bad..
But it's ok to visit the grave at least...
I close my eyes.. Then I remember again, what genie said about my clothes..
Yes, she is right..
My mom always says..
If I am not effort for it, then I don't have a right to enjoy it..
So I can't effort for a dress of 22lakhs..
So I should not accept it..
I don't go to the party..
I will inform this to mark tomorrow morning..
Meanwhile, Nany entered into my room to sleep.. I clean my face with hands..
I said..
"Nanny.. You can sleep at your place..
I can manage myself.."
Nanny: its ok beta.. I should take care of you..
Anna: nany.. I am fine see...
I went to the outside too...
I am not a patient anymore..
(I convinced her because she is suffering to sleep here by leaving her family...
I don't have family, at least Nany can spend some time with her family members)
Nanny: ok beta...
Call me if you need anything else..
Anna: ok nany... I said..
she left my room..
I didn't turn off the light and I am scared to sleep alone..
But I should get habituated to live alone sleep alone..
then I closed my eyes..
I went to sleep..
I got the same old nightmare that I am falling from the cliff..
I just closed my eyes to give up my life..
But someone hold my hand..
To pull me up..
I opened my eyes..
It was blurr I can't see him clearly..
He lifted me above the cliff..
I immediately hugged him...
I was happy..
Really feel happy..
I just give him a puppy(kiss) for saving me
I sensed him very softly...
Very soft as a toy
I hold him tightly...
and feel secure..
Next day morning..
I slowly opened my eyes..
It was around 8 a.m.
I want to release my hands..
Wait, I am hugging something..
What..
I am hugging the teddy bear of 4 feet..
I suddenly get up and check again.. It's beside me..
It's a Big Big Teddy, it's in a pink colour...
I immediately grab it and hug it really tight and kiss to that..
I love teddy's a lot...
In my room, there are so many teddies with different sizes..
When I saw a Teddy in Angel's hand, I feel like I should have one..
But I didn't express this to anyone..
I see again my teddy..
It's the same Teddy in angles hand..
But angels teddy is small..
Mine is a big big teddy..
Wahoo....
I scream in happiness..
I again hug..
Wait, I will keep a name to this teddy..
Bubloo..
Perfect..
It's my bubluu...
I keep it near the pillow and I went to washroom for fresh up..
and am done with my bathing to myself..
My bruises are better than yesterday..
Meanwhile, Mona came to my room..
Mona: hi Anna..
Good morning..
Anna: good morning Mona..
she dressed up my wound..
Mona: good Anna.. Wounds are healing really fast..
I will keep small bandages.. So that it will help you dress for today's evening party..
Anna: that's ok Mona..
But am not coming to the party..
Mona: why?
Anna: I don't want to come..
I don't like to attend..
I don't worth a party and a costly dress..
Please don't make me force to come..
Mona: Did Mark accept?
Anna: I will say to him now..
(I can see a smirk on Mona's face)
Mona: you both can decide..
and what about your Bruises?
did you get anything new?
(she narrowed her eyes to Anna)
Anna:
they are better than yesterday..
and didn't get any new..
(I act casually)
Mona: Hey.. it's Big Teddy..
this exactly looks like angel's teddy..
but this one is very big..
Anna: (with smiling face)
yes..
I don't know who keep this..
I saw this on my bed in the morning..
may be nany should keep because she didn't sleep with me last night..
Mona: that's was great..
she is taking good care..
let's meet you at the party..
Bye...
Anna: I told you am not coming..
Mona: (with a smile on her face)
you don't know about Mark...
if he thinks to happen.. he makes it to happen...
either one way or the other..
Anna: what do you mean..
Mona: I will say you at the party ok?
Anna: ok then let's see...
Mona: ok byee
Anna: bye...
then I think to myself why he wants me to come to the party..?
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