Be Eaten Up with Love

Even though I had been naked with Wayne for several time, they were all in dark.
I stopped him every time when he would like to turn on the light.
But now, the power of the bath heater in the shower room was 100W so the
luminance of it was brilliant for sure. I dared to promise that the eagle like eyes of
him definitely watched my body all over at the moment when the door was
opened.
I was a kind of shy little woman anyway. In my opinion, I could only accept being
naked with a man after a long time of a love affair!
But now, with Wayne, from strangers to have sex, we did all the things forwardly
that should be done when a man and a woman having a love affair.
"This is my home, of course I have the key. Lydia, do you have to close the door
since our relationship was already come to this? What a pretentious woman..."
He was holding a tube of unguent, I glanced briefly, it was probably for swelling
and pain relief.
He put the tube on the sink and then walked towards me.
I lowered my all my body under the water and only exposed my clavicle and
neck.
I was blushed. I kept my head down and tried to sweep the bubbles to cover my
body.
Under the hazing light, the temperature in the narrow space full of vapour was
suddenly raised up!
Wayne approached me. He crouched down and pushed aside the hair covered
on my cheek. I raised my head a little and our sights met each other. His sight
that full of love and cares fell on the injury on my scapula then suddenly it turned
cold and dim.

"Where else you got hurt on your body. Raise up and let me check!"
"No...I'm fine. They were only some small bruises. They can be heal by some
unguent. You just go take care your works." I said instantly.
That was no way at all. I would be die due to blush if all my body was checked
carefully by Wayne.
But the truth was, Wayne grabbed my arm and dragged me up to stand.
Foams were sticking on my face, the secret parts of mine were exposed and
looming in the air. I took a cold breath and covered my chest in a hurry.
He checked how much I hurt from my head to my toes seriously and said with a
dark face," How could you say that you are fine after you were beaten like this! Is
that an issue only when you are beaten to a cripple? Hurry up, use the unguent
after the bath. I will stay late in the study to deal with some works. You may go to
sleep first."
Wayne left the bathroom after he finished the words.
I endured the pain and used the unguent after the bath. Then I put myself under
the comfortable quilt.
The call from Merlin came in when I just picked up my phone.
I had a chat with her for a while then she changed the topic about Wayne
suddenly.
"Lydia, how do you get in relationship with Wayne?"
I was mute for a while. I was hesitating in my since I did not know how to explain.
"It is just like what it is. The man and the woman takes what they need from each
other."

Merlin was shocked obviously," Did Katherine know about you and Wayne are in
the relationship?"
I put my phone on the end desk and turned it to hands free. Then I turned on TV
and changed channels.
" She did not know for now. Don't tell her. The relationship between me and
Wayne will not be long. It is better to let less people to know to avoid troubles."
On the other side of the phone, Merlin was in silence for a moment then she
suddenly said," Lydia, do not fall in love with Wayne. My experience is a lesson
for you. He is a kind of people without heart. You can seek for his wealth or honor
but you cannot fall in love with him or you can't live by yourself after he doesn't
want you anymore someday!"
My hand holding the controller was frozen in the air. The words of Merlin were
like a hammer smashed on my head. Even though I wanted to refute her that
Wayne was different from Richard, I could not find any reason. Even the words I
tried to refute her were weak and unreliable!
He said it clear that he was just playing with me from the beginning. He was
interested on me and just wanted to fuck me...
He occasionally showed his kindness to me these days. That made me a swelled
head and I was a little falling into it.
"I knew, Merlin, I don't need your remind since I'm soberer than you. He is..."
Merlin interrupted me when I had not finished," Lydia, I'm a kind of person who
experienced the situation. I fell in love to Richard since I was infatuated with his
kindness and the feeling that he protected me in his arms. I was even blind since
that love I thought. I called him when I got out from the police station. He did not
dare to pick up my calls and dragged me into blacklist directly. Hmm... How
interesting. A man, when he would like to fuck you, he would speak sugared
words. When he would like to discard you, he would not even give you a reason."

I did not reply. I turned off the TV and picked up the phone staring at the screen
blankly.
Merlin turned her voice higher," Lydia, I don't understand why you climb on to the
bed of Wayne. Were you irritated by the return of Geoffrey so you are thinking
that sleep with Katherine' second brother, just like what written in the novel, to
revenge on Geoffrey and Katherine by climbing on the bed of Wayne?"
When Merlin was talking, a light sound of steps could be heard coming from the
door. The slightly opened door was pushed a little then stopped.