Be Eaten Up with Love

His expression was cold that seemed like his mind was traveling around and not
here at all. He did not seem to listen the words I said.
I was indignant. When I just tried to say something, he changed a topic," Why
you put my number in a blacklist? “
I was stunned for a while and looked at him surprisingly.
He called me.
" We decided breaking up that day at your home, didn't we? It's normal to put
your number in a blacklist since we have broken up, isn't it?"
" When I said that we are going to break up?"
"You told me to get away, didn't you?"
"..." He sighed then took out my phone from my bag," Move my number away
from the blacklist."
I suddenly found out that all my words were ignored by Wayne. The feeling was
like punching on the cotton, you got strength, but it did not help at all. His
indifferent personality did not work at me. He was reserved, elegant, proud,
indifferent but now, he became a despicable, shameless, barefaced coward...
I held the phone in my hand and tapped in the password. Then I move his
number away from the blacklist in front of him.
He saw the name I made for him in my address list with a gloomy face," Buddy
calls?"
I was embarrassed and blushed. When I was saving his number to my phone, I
made a name of buddy call without a second thought. And now I was caught...
"It is more like truth!" I smiled awkwardly.

He took away my phone and changed his name in the address list," I will treat
you badly if you change my name by your bad wish again."
Then, he turned around and got away.
I looked at his back silently and my mind was a messy. The relationship of us
became confused again! It was already done but now, it seemed impossible.
I was totally clear after this that the only treatment that Wayne gave me when I
displeased him was taking off his pants and making me yield.
Just like what happened just now. I was resisting him and unwilling to tangle with
him anymore, but my body did not listen to me...
I was calm again after a long while when he had left.
Wayne and Katherine were gone when I got back from the restroom to the dining
hall. Maybe I would think that meeting Wayne just now was an illusion if my body
was not exhausted since the sex was really happened.
I turned my head and I saw my aunt was sitting on my seat and chatting with
Allen. Her expression was dense a lot. I did not think too much and walked to
them straightly.
"Lydia, you are back, have a seat!"
"My apology. You must have waited long." I greeted politely.
After I sat down, the atmosphere was cold again. After a while, my aunt spoke
again," Lydia, I did not hear that you have a boyfriend in university! I'm not
blaming you. A girl must respect herself. The girl always gets the worst of it if you
live together before you are married."
I was stunned for a second then came back to my sense immediately.

"Aunty, Mr. Jones was graduated from Medical College so I think he must know
the importance of treating a mental illness earlier! Virgin complex can be a
serious one or a mild one."
Allen obviously did not expect that I would diss him directly. He was blushed,"
Miss Toland, you have neither a good background nor a good condition. Of
course, I'd like to marry a pure clean you. You can't let a good man like me to
pick a used one!"
I laughed ironically. My aunt interrupted immediately since she saw we were
dissing each other," Mr. Jones, Lydia is still very young and innocent, so she got
fooled by a man. If you are going to be together with her, I promise you that she
will keep pure for you.
When she finished the words, Allen showed an apology and went to the
restroom.
"Lydia, how could you say all that. Mr. Jones has a good background. You will
definitely be regretted if you miss him!" She said those to me immediately after
Allen left.
"Aunty, he wants a virgin and I'm not a virgin anymore. He will know that sooner
or later anyway. It's better to make it clear now."
My aunt glared at me," You are a university student. Are you reading all those
books to be a fool? Nowadays, you can just make a new hymen in a hospital
anyway. No matter a real one or not, you can just pretend aching when you have
sex with him."
I was stunned since I heard her words. I suddenly found that my aunt's mind was
more avant-garde than mine.
As we were talking, the phone Allen left on the table rang. There was a name of
"Darling" appeared on the screen.