Chapter 223 - Desperately And Wantonly
[ANNOUNCEMENT: This chapter contains mature R-18 (yeah, we're leveling up) content. So if you're uncomfortable and if you're young, do skip as you have been warned. But most of you I know would be more invited to read this so feel free. XD]
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Shu Xian had never touched herself out of pleasure before. However, there were times when she was curious when she was either dressing up or bathing.
Although the thought crossed her mind before, never did she proceed with it as she was shy of the thought even though most people in her age tell her that it's normal.
She thought that it would be weird touching yourself all over your body. But somehow with Pan An doing these naughty stuffs with her and with him guiding her even, she felt good and she thought that it might not be so bad after all.
Shu Xian rested her head on the couch's rest when she felt Pan An sucking and licking her neck. With her lips parted, she hitched a breath when she felt Pan An's hand still guiding her right hand on her breast, teacher her how to fondle herself.
"Squeeze, Shu Xian. It's yours… you may do whatever you want with it."
And Shu Xian did so, with Pan An's guidance. With her hand squeezing and fondling at her own nipple, she let out soft moans, biting her bottom lip as she tried her best to suppress it.
"You don't have to be shy around me, Shu Xian," Pan An whispered hotly beside her ear, giving a gentle bite on her earlobe that sent her a shockwave of pleasure coursing through her body. "It's only me… and I'd love it if I hear you more."
"P-Pan An… mmm…"
Pan An smirked, liking that Shu Xian is now getting more comfortable in letting out her sounds of pleasure and satisfaction.
"Yes, Shu Xian. Don't be shy… I'm the only one here—just you and me, alone… together."
Shu Xian felt electricity and heat course through her body. With her parting her lips further wider into a perfect "O", she felt Pan An moving her left hand that was on her sensitive part, feeling a different kind of wetness to it.
It was something caused by pleasure and at the same time, want.
"You don't have to think on how to do this, Shu Xian," he said, whispering against her ear once more. "You just move your finger like this… until you feel overwhelmed."
And Shu Xian did so. At first she felt awkward that she felt ignorant, but what can she do? This was something that she had never done even when she was alone!
She had watched sexy scenes from movies from time to time, but it had never occurred to her that it would happen to her and that she could try!
Shu Xian gasped when she circled her finger around her clitoris, a deeper flush of red appearing on her cheeks as she continued pleasuring herself.
"Mmm… Pan An…"
"Naughty," the professor commented, a teasing smile appearing on his face as he left a small mark on her neck by sucking on her skin. "Were you imagining me just now?"
Shu Xian didn't say a word. She just continued fondling on her breast with her right hand, and then continued circling her finger on her clitoris.
With her moaning and then whimpering as she felt her body weakening on the couch, she thought that she wanted to lie down or else she'd melt in his arms!
Pan An's hands still hadn't left hers. With a satisfied and entertained smirk that had never left his face, he lifted his head from the crook of her neck and slowly removed both of his hands away from her.
She then slowly opened her eyes as she wondered why he was pulling away, the professor now standing up before her as he leaned on the post of the bed behind him.
"Oh, don't stop, Shu Xian. Let me admire you—let me watch you."
Shu Xian had to admit, she was embarrassed doing such a thing before him but when she saw his heated gaze on her as if he was pleasured and entertained with what he was seeing, she continued touching herself, her eyes not leaving him even once.
"Mmm…"
Shu Xian closed her eyes in pleasure, leaning her head back on the couch's rest as she further slumped down due to her building pleasure. With the sight of that inviting, Pan An wanted to strip himself naked and take her on but he knew that he couldn't be the wild lion for now.
'Be patient, Pan An,' he thought to himself, watching her as he felt his desire course through his veins. 'You will take her soon enough… but you have to wait.'
Pan An didn't want to scare her. Pan An didn't want to hurt her either. He needed to make her feel comfortable about herself at least before he can learn and show her how he can love her through his actions in bed.
"Aaah!"
Pan An snapped himself out of his thoughts when he watched Shu Xian squirming on the couch before him, as if she is almost reaching her climax. With him wanting to tease her and with him wanting to know what she was thinking, too, he spoke, getting her attention.
"Tell me… what were you thinking of?"
"You!" Shu Xian immediately answered as she shot her fiery eyes at him, longing for his touch instead. "I was thinking about you, Pan An. It's my first time doing this… but I was thinking of you!"
"Thinking of me… how? What was I doing?" Pan An urged, slowly walking towards her as she continued touching herself, her pace quickening than it was before.
"I remembered… your kinks."
Pan An arched a brow at her. "My kinks?"
"Your kinks…" Shu Xian hitched a breath as she felt her pleasure heightening from within her. "I thought of me… straddling on top of you and then making out with you. But instead of me touching myself, you were the one who—nngh!"
Shu Xian's breath quickened. With this sight mesmerizing to Pan An, he gritted his teeth as he tried his best not to attack her on the couch.
'Damn this woman… she is just so tantalizing like a succubus with an image of an innocent angel!'
Shu Xian gasped as her body slowly stiffened, indicating that she is almost there. With Pan An turned on with her telling him that she imagined themselves doing one of his kinks, he knew that it had further helped her imagination to have made her reach her climax this quick!
Other than this being her first time, it is understandable that she would orgasm this fast.
"P-Pan An! I can't—I—ah!"
"Shit."
Pan An cursed under his breath, now quickly walking towards Shu Xian as he lost control and could no longer watch her.
He no longer didn't want her to move. He wanted to move for her. He wanted to pleasure her himself!
With her taken aback as she felt his strong arms carry her off the couch, he then reached the bed in three large strides.
Pan An settled her there on the bed rather roughly since she felt herself bounce. However, the soft cushions and pillow underneath them softened her landing.
"Pan An?"
With her climax interrupted she somehow felt frustrated that it was delayed. Shu Xian widened her eyes when she saw that Pan An settled himself in between her legs, his hands keeping her legs apart and in place while he settled his head right in front of her.
"W-wait… what are you—aah!"
Shu Xian arched her back when she felt his mouth and tongue pleasure her entrance. With both of her hands clutching on the sheets for dear life, she moaned loudly this time as this was different compared to when she was touching herself.
"O-oh my god! Pan An!!"
Shu Xian saying his name aloud made him feel good—his pride growing from within him.
He was happy that he was the only one to teach her how to be naughty.
He was glad that he was the only one to touch her this way—to taste and feel her this way.
He can't wait for the moment that they'd offer themselves to each other. But he knew that he had to wait and it should not be now.
Shu Xian has to be comfortable—Shu Xian has to feel good and open about this.
"Aaah! Nnngh!"
Shu Xian's right hand released the sheets from her clutch then it proceeded to get a fistful of Pan An's hair.
She couldn't understand herself if she wanted him to stop… or if she wanted him to keep the hell on going.
'This is all so damn good… so damn good!'
"Pan An!"
Shu Xian gasped his name aloud, her eyes wide open and her brows furrowed in sheer pleasure.
"More! I want more!"
"Naughty student," Pan An said in a scolding and teasing tone as he stopped for a while, looking up at her and watched her arch her back. "Patience… or do you want me to punish you?"
"The hell! Punish me! Please! I'm begging you!"
And with that, it switched on the devilish side of Pan An as he continued devouring her, now sliding one of his fingers inside of her that made her insatiably ache for him as he put it in and out of her in a quick rhythm.
And when Pan An felt herself getting wetter and getting tighter, that's when he put another finger inside, making her scream and thrash her head side to side, her moans of desire heard in the room.
"Pan An!"
Shu Xian started yearning for him and she knew that she wanted to have Pan An here—right now.
Desperately and wantonly.