Her Husband is My Lover

Tania saw Jason leaving from her office as she closed him closing the door behind him.

Tears started Falling down from her eyes so badly because he basically reminded her that the life she is living is Valentina and she agrees that if there is no Valentina then she won't have been here and she will never even have a lavish life like she has now. Whatever she has right now is Valentina. Even though, Tania couldn't able to work well, Valentina didn't say anything... She used to yell at her but would try to make her understand how to do that work. But she never even tried to make her feel bad or even worst. 

She couldn't believe that she is the person that she is right now... She couldn't believe that she is the one that behaved like this for some person. For someone who loves someone else... She doesn't know why, but she couldn't control herself and then, she realised that Is love this mad? Will love make a person behave like this? Because she is a person like this... Because Tania is a person who let's go of things so easily then, why she can't let go of Jason for someone else when he is not in love with her?

But the only thing that she wanted is the way that Jason loves Valentina. He was with her every second even when she doesn't want him. But she can't handle seeing him suffering like this for someone who doesn't love him?

She wanted to give him all the love in the world that she hides in herself all these years! She had none to give that love to someone... She is all alone in this world since the start. She is the only one that had loved herself... Then, how can she suffer like this? Doesn't she have to change her fate? Does she have to live this like forever? 

Jason is the first guy that she ever liked and his soft and gentle nature made her fall head over heels for him. She wanted him for herself as he wanted Valentina for himself. 

But she even wants Valentina to have him... Because she knows that she deserves some love. She is ready to sacrifice Her love for Valentina but her heart isi accepting that. Her heart wants to be Selfish... For once!!! 

Her heart wants to be so selfish for herself for the first time in having Jason for herself because she wanted love in her life who can give her all the love that she deserves... While she didn't have anyone to show love on her all these years and the little gesture that Valentina had showed on her made a big impact on her life. She started thinking that she has someone behind her who can love, protect and support her and indeed, Valentina did everything for Tania. 

Valentina, a woman... She had loved Tania like her own sister because she had none in her life and she had none who can show her love in her life and the way that Valentina shows her love towards her made her feel happy... 

And the way she protected her when she was in her University is something that none would do. She looked after her as a lioness and took care of her every need just like a mother take cares of her child. Valentina never let anything hurt Tania. And till date, Valentina had only supported her but she never tried to hurt Tania in anyway. 

Thinking about all these hurts Tania right now. How can she just think to betray Valentina while Jason is trying to do his best to give her the love that she deserves. 

Tania was all alone and was quite happy with her loneliness but Valentina had went through the rough time every single day since she was born. Without having anyone would be more than good than having everyone but not getting any love in your life. 

Having everyone and still not getting love that they deserve is much harder than anything. They doesn't know how to survive. And upon that, her own father hates her and harass her while her mother didn't cared about her. She can understand what Valentina went through all these years and Tania saw how happy Valentina is when she is with Xavier. 

Xavier Avalanzo was literally her world... Her only world that she loved to live in but that love lasted for only 9 years. She saw one of the amazing lover in Valentina. She was the happinest Woman in this world when she is around Xavier. She saw Valentina thinking about him... And smiling at him. Having deep wounds that can never heal but still, she took a step forward to love someone and trust someone just to end with a broken heart. How fair is her faith? 

How can her life change up side down without knowing her? 

How can a guy just leave a girl who she loved with her whole heart? 

And he didn't even left her... And came back crawling to her? She did the only wrong thing to accept him back in her life knowing very well that he can never be here as far as he Still has a ring on his finger with someone's name.

Jason is only trying to make Valentina get over Xavier with his love. He is a true lover who didn't lose faith in his love even when Valentina gave up on him... 

He tried and trying his best to make her fall in love again... But, Valentina is still hell bent on not loving him. 

"I wish, I get his love but I made him feel disappointed in me right now." Tania said to herself as she falls down on the floor and bought her knees closer to her chest and cried her heart out. 

She just only wished to have someone who can love her... And that guy was Jason. She believed that Jason will love her as she loves him but she saw that he loves Valentina more than Tania loves him and that hurts her so much.