Chapter 141 - A Love That Is Selfish Yet Selfless
"Lord perhaps has some misunderstanding. This wangfei didn't do that to thank the Lord. This wangfei also wish for this marriage to work."
Li Rui said very calmly.
However, she didn't know how much happiness her simple words had brought to Xi Ying.
For a moment, Xi Ying's eyes got moistened.
'This wangfei also wish for this marriage to work.'
She also was trying. She was trying to make it work. After all this, after everything he has done, she was still ready to give him a chance.
"Rui"
He whispered and couldn't stop himself from taking her in his arms again. After a few seconds, he leaned back and looked into her eyes.
His eyes were intense as he stared at her.
They roamed between her lips and her eyes. He leaned down a little and when she didn't resist he caught her lips with his own.
The soft-touch of those lips made him groan.
Xi Ying had never lost control. He had always been very calm. But Rui could make him lose control. Her tears, her smiles, her scent, everything about her made her crazy.
Sometimes, he wondered how anything so intense could exist in this world.
If she asked for his life then he would not hesitate even for a second and would give it to her happily.
He just can't see her with anyone else.
When Yi Junjie had threatened him, he had felt angry but at the same time, somewhere far away in the corner of his heart he really admired that man's strength.
Yi Junjie loved Li Rui.
As much as it was hard to accept for him, he knew it was the truth.
However, that man could see her marrying another man. He had the strength to see her with another man.
He was satisfied with protecting her hiding in the shadows.
He didn't have such a big heart.
Yi Junjie's love was selfless. His love was selfless and selfish at the same time.
He can't see Rui with another man. That's why, four years ago, the thought of her marrying Yi Junjie made him so furious that he forced the Emperor to pass an Imperial decree for their marriage.
It was the time when he had thought he hated her with his whole heart but he still couldn't let her go.
He didn't doubt that if Rui was married to some other man and if he had seen her even then he would have killed that man and had married her.
Rui was his, only his wangfei.
Although he was sacred of seeing hatred in her eyes, to make her stay with him he could bear that also.
And it was not like he didn't give her a chance. He did but she didn't leave.
He doesn't care what her reason was but she stayed.
His heart was not big enough to give her that chance again. Now he would only hold onto her till his last breath.
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Staring at the panting woman in his arms, his eyes went red with desire and love.
A few seconds later, he sealed her lips again while loosening the strings of her dress.
"Lord"
Scared Li Rui held her dress to her chest when she felt it sliding down from her shoulders.
It was still embarrassing for her to let him see her like this.
Seeing this, Xi Ying caressed her waist to make her relax. His lips traveled down to her neck as he sucked the most sensitive place there.
"Ahhh…"
The pleasure made her loosen her hold and in that small moment, Xi Ying removed her hands away and pushed her dress down.
Although her undergarments were still there, she felt bare.
Seeing this, Xi Ying laid her down on the bed and covered both of them with the blanket.
The small pause made him look at her face that looked more seductive and beautiful now.
Her dazed look made him so crazy that he kissed her neck and sucked and bit there continuously.
With time, Li Rui forgot the embarrassment because of the pleasure.
"Lord"
Raising his head at her small voice, Xi Ying looked at her and said
"Rui, call me by my name."
Li Rui's eyes were still closed and she shook her head and said while breathing heavily.
"No"
However, she had not expected another attack on her chest that made her cry out loud in pleasure.
"Nnngh…L…Lord"
Burying his head in her chest, Xi Ying kissed her skin and said again
"Rui, call me by name."
"No, Rui can't…"
Although her mother called her father by name, she had never seen other wangfei calling their husband by name.
So she didn't feel that it would be right to call him by his name.
But Xi Ying was determined to hear his name from her lips today.
So this time, he simply uncovered her lower body. His mouth traveled down more and more making Li Rui horrified for a moment when she realized where he was going down.
"No…mmmm…"
It was shameful, utterly shameful for her but she could do nothing except writhing in pleasure. Tears because of pleasure slid down from her eyes and she cried out
"St..stop…please…."
It was so strange. She wanted something but she didn't want it at the same time.
"My name, Rui…."
And with that came another pleasurable attack that made her walls fall down. She understood that he wouldn't leave if she didn't say it so she whispered breathing heavily.
"Ying…"
Sitting between her legs, Xi Ying raised his head. His heart skipped a beat when he heard his name from her lips.
His eyes darkened in desire and he said
"Again"
Her face burnt red when she heard the rustle of clothes. He was undressing, she knew.
"Ying…"
This time as soon as she finished, her lips were covered by another pair of lips. As he settled himself between her legs carefully, he murmured on her lips
"Rui, my wangfei…"
"Lord"
A cry escaped from her lips when she felt him invading her lower region.
With sweat dripping down from his forehead, Xi Ying sucked the soft skin on her neck again and whispered while moving slowly.
"Say my name …Rui"
"Ying…"
He groaned and while increasing his pace whispered
"Again"
That night Li Rui was forced to call Xi Ying by his name again and again.