I’m not a Regressor

I am not a regressor Episode 358:

Vacation in Thirds (4)

After such a sweet and bloody dinner.

Oh Jin and Isabella headed to the Seoul Tower observatory.

The night view of Seoul unfolds beyond the window.

A brilliant cluster of lights filled the streets, as if the night sky had been turned upside down.

“You are pretty.”

“Yes, that’s right.”

Is there a need for any special appreciation?

In fact, the night view of the city was similar whether you saw it in Seoul or Italy, so there was no room for other impressions other than that it was pretty.

Ojin and Isabella sat on a nearby bench and looked down at the night view through the large window in silence.

There was no separate conversation, but it didn’t feel particularly awkward.

Rather, I would say that this quiet silence feels good.

The warmth of the other person coming through our hands gently holding each other while sitting on the bench created a feeling of tired happiness that cannot be expressed in words.

“…Mr. Ohjin.”

Isabella opened her mouth, breaking the quiet silence.

She looked back at Ojin with a smile as warm as the spring breeze.

“I had so much fun today.”

“…today?”

The memory that came to mind was Isabella lusting after him roughly with her eyes stained with blood, and Isabella giving him a murderous look over iced Americano and Hawaiian pizza.

“It was fun… right?”

If you were to consider the success or failure of a date, wouldn’t it be closer to a huge failure?

“Oh, forget about what happened earlier.”

Isabella pouted her lips and lightly pinched Ozin’s side.

“Well… the date didn’t go as well as I expected, but I still liked it.”

It was an uneventful day, though.

No, on the contrary, it was a day full of mistakes and regrets.

That’s why I felt like this time holding hands with Oh Jin was even more precious.

Nothing special, nothing special.

A daily life that is nothing short of ordinary.

“Before I met Oh Jin, I couldn’t even imagine it in my dreams.”

From the time he lived as the heir of the Colgrande family to the time he served as an executive officer of the Black Star Society.

Her life so far has been very far from normal.

Days when I suffered from a pressure that felt like it was crushing my whole body and an urge to suck blood that felt like my soul was drying up.

A life that seemed like walking forever through an endless dry desert.

“It’s all thanks to Oh Jin.”

In that dry life, an oasis called Ojin appeared.

Bright flowers bloomed, moistening the dried earth.

“Thanks to meeting Oh Jin, I was saved.”

Like a prince on a white horse from a fairy tale.

He simply solved all the problems that were wreaking havoc on her life.

“So at the same time, it’s scary.”

“Are you scared?”

“Because I have been receiving too much from Oh Jin.”

Isabella looks back at Ojin with a faint smile.

I could feel Isabella’s hands trembling slightly.

“I’m jealous of Ha-eun.”

“…Why is my sister suddenly here?”

“Because my sister and Oh Jin were irreplaceable to each other.”

Unlike myself, who only received.

Ha-eun became the ‘purpose of life’ for Oh Jin.

“That’s not true….”

“Oh Jin from your past life, you said you didn’t know me, right?”

“That was… like that.”

Cheonma doesn’t know about Isabella.

In her past life, she couldn’t overcome her urge to suck blood and became a blood witch.

“That makes me think that, to Oh Jin, I was someone who didn’t care if I didn’t exist in the first place.”

Just as Isabella was so worthless to Ojin in her past life that she couldn’t even remember.

Wasn’t he actually of no use to the current Oh Jin?

No, it was true that it actually interfered with his life.

The reason Ojin rejected the Heavenly Demon’s offer was not only to save Vega, but also to protect her, who would disappear along with the Heavenly Demon’s Dark Heaven when it disappears.

“If Mr. Oh Jin hadn’t met me… you might have felt a little more comfortable than you are now.”

The fear that she might be a burden to Ojin gnawed at her like a silverfish.

That’s why I envied Ha-eun.

Because she was Ojin’s irreplaceable purpose, both in his past life and in this life.

“That’s not it.”

Even if Ojin denied it with a firm voice, Isabella’s expression did not ease easily.

“To say no is that I only brought inconvenience to Mr. Oh Jin.”

Isn’t that the case just today?

In order to relieve the desire that boiled over due to blood sucking, Ojin had to be abused for 8 hours.

No matter how much it takes to reach 11 stars.

He was forced to shoulder another burden as he repeated harsh training that bordered on asceticism every day.

‘If you do this…’

Isn’t that literally a leech?

A being that lives by sucking the blood of others.

A pest that just exploits without any benefit whatsoever.

To Oh Jin, the fear of having become such a pest was unbearable.

gulp.

Dry saliva flowed down Isabella’s throat.

A sudden thirst tickled my throat.

“Ho, is there anything you need? “You’re going to ask me for a favor…”

Isabella held Ojin’s arm tightly and brought her body closer.

Ojin made a bitter expression as he looked at Isabella’s eyes, which were trembling nervously as if someone was chasing her.

It wasn’t difficult to figure out what she was feeling right now.

‘My sister said the same thing before.’

A feeling of debt weighing down my entire body.

She must be feeling a burning thirst at the fact that she has nothing to give back to the benefactor who saved her life.

The timing felt a bit sudden, but in fact, it was highly likely that the emotions that had been building up were exploding now.

Because in the relationship between Isabella and Ojin, this feeling of debt was almost inevitable.

‘Because one side provides an unlimited amount of blood and the other side receives that blood.’

As long as the act of bloodsucking existed, the relationship between the two was close to that of a predator and prey.

However, the problem here is that romantic feelings exist between the predator and the prey.

In this case, the predator, who was in the position of exploitation, had no choice but to feel a sense of debt.

To use an analogy, this is what an unemployed husband who doesn’t make a single penny feels when he sees his wife working hard.

I wouldn’t know if Isabella was the type of person who could shamelessly ignore such a debt.

For her with a delicate heart, a relationship in which one party had to sacrifice unilaterally was bound to be a heart-gnawing pain.

“I… I’ll do anything. “Anything Mr. Ohjin wants.”

Isabella looked at Ojin with hot eyes.

There were some twists and turns, but I don’t know why the day changed from a heartwarming review of a good day to this.

From Ojin’s perspective, there was only one thing that could be said.

“Then I want to touch your breasts….”

No. Not this, fuck.

Huh.

Oh Jin cleared his throat and continued speaking.

“Bella, there’s one thing you’re mistaken about.”

“…is it an illusion?”

“Cheonma and I are different.”

For Cheonma, the only purpose of life was Ha-eun.

“Of course my sister is precious, but Bella you and Vega are both precious too.”

So much so that I can’t even think about replacing it.

The two women were already deeply rooted in his life.

“So don’t ever tell me again that it would have been easier if I hadn’t met you.”

My relationship with Isabella was not one of comfort and discomfort.

There is no need to consider who exchanged more with each other.

Just by her presence.

Because it was the ultimate happiness for him.

“…Mr. Ohjin.”

Isabella bit her lip and looked at Ojin.

Kuuk.

Isabella hugged Ojin’s arm, laid her head on his shoulder, shook her shoulders, and began to sob.

“Look over there.”

“Did you fight?”

“Tsk tsk. Anyway, this is why couples are the problem.”

When I saw Isabella sobbing, I heard whispering around me.

Even though the face was covered by an illusion, the action itself could not be completely hidden.

“Let’s go down slowly.”

Ojin came down from the tower with Isabella, who was sobbing.

The cool night air tickled my cheeks.

Ojin, who took Isabella to a nearby park, wiped the tears from her eyes with his hand and asked.

“Are you okay now?”

“Sniff…yeah, I’m a little calmer now.”

Isabella nodded and smiled.

“I think my emotions got stronger without me realizing it. “I’m sorry for the inconvenience.”

“no.”

Perhaps her emotions that had been building up for a long time exploded this time.

‘I’m strangely weak in this area.’

Although Isabella always gave off the atmosphere of a relaxed queen.

Her hidden appearance was no different from that of a delicate girl.

“…By the way, Mr. Ojin.”

Isabella wiped away her tears, opened her eyes calmly, and hugged Ohjin.

“huh?”

“What did you say you wanted to touch earlier?”

“….”

I will correct it.

She is not a woman pure enough to be called a ‘girl’.

“Hmm. “Let me see, the time is… It’s still 9pm.”

It was still too early to end the day.

“I found a good hotel nearby… would you like to go?”

Isabella gave a coy look.

Oh Jin shook his head with a pale, tired expression.

“no. “I had a lot of fun earlier…”

“I was out of my mind at the time.”

Rather than confirming the love between lovers, it was merely the act of a hungry animal devouring its prey.

“You didn’t forget what you said about me being just as important as your sister, right?”

“….”

Ohjin sighed deeply as he saw Isabella smiling cutely while sticking out her tongue.

A smile bloomed on Isabella’s lips at the sight of Ojin nodding his head.

“I was supposed to shift with Vega at 7 a.m., so there are still 10 hours left!”

“…How about sleep?”

Do not sleep?

“It’s okay to stay overnight for at least a day!”

Isabella’s eyes shine brightly like stars in the night sky.

Ojin had no choice but to keep his mouth shut as his eyes sparkled with pure desire.

‘It’s vacation!’

He said he would let me rest…!

“Now, let’s go, Mr. Ohjin.”

Ojin was caught by Isabella and dragged to the hotel.

* * *

And the next morning.

[It’s the real girl!]

A fanfare-like sound effect rang out and Vega appeared with both arms raised.

[I had a good vacation yesterday… Hmm?]

Vega tilted his head as he looked at Ojin, who was sprawled out on the bed like a dried squid.

[What on earth happened yesterday?]

“…I don’t know.”

Ojin looked back at Vega with wide eyes with deep dark circles.

For some reason, I felt more tired than when I devoted myself to training.

Still, I couldn’t just lie in bed and leave my time with Vega behind.

“So where do you want to go today?”

Ohjin asked as he got up from the bed.

Vega shouted, putting her hands on her waist.

[It’s a sanctuary!]

“….”

Why there again?