I’m not a Regressor

I am not a regressor Episode 385

Sister (9)

– Don’t show off for no reason, just sit there and squint.

The moment you listen to his words that are blunt yet somehow warm.

thud.

A heavy explosion occurred in my chest, which was already beating wildly.

As if I had inhaled a can of stimulants, endorphins surged and a thunderbolt struck my head.

If I were to compare the thrill she feels now, would it be similar to that of a blind person who has lived blind all his life when he sees the world for the first time?

no.

Maybe it was bigger than that.

“Ah uh.”

Cassia bowed down, clutching her heart that was pounding as if it was going to explode.

I remembered my mother’s voice, heard in a quiet hallway in the distant past.

-I’m glad though. If Bella did that too, I really… Sigh.

The sound of a mother sighing, as if she was somewhat relieved.

After the sigh that shattered her life completely.

Her life was as dark as a shadow beneath a shadow.

It was cold, lonely, and lonely.

Although I pretended it was nothing.

It wasn’t like it was nothing.

“Huh… black.”

Loneliness is a disease that cannot be cured.

A disease that eats away little by little as time passes, rotting away from the soul.

Even when I left the family and was taken to a hospital in Iceland.

Even when wandering through a snowy field to avoid the flocking demonic beasts.

Even when he became a puppet of the Heavenly Demon and went around killing those who got in the way of his plans.

‘No one…’

There was no one by her side.

Her life was always solitary and lonely as if it would never end.

All you can do is cut away your heart like you would cut off your own flesh.

Repeating the flimsy excuse that I’m fine alone and that I don’t need anyone else.

but.

‘Ojin.’

There is a man who steps into her life without hesitation.

There is starlight that brightens the dark and gloomy shadows.

For the first time in my life.

There is someone who stayed by her side.

-I don’t know.

-…You don’t know?

-Literally, I don’t know why I’m doing this.

When asked why he was protecting him, he clearly answered, ‘I don’t know.’

He told me that the reason wasn’t important.

‘iced coffee.’

Could know.

I could feel it.

He is now willing to risk his life to protect himself,

not Isabella.

Just for yourself.

‘It’s warm.’

My heart, frozen like a snowy field, melts.

The starlight burning brightly in the shadows drove away the loneliness that was eating away at her soul.

“haha.”

Cassia took a deep breath and stood up shakily.

Due to the internal injuries sustained while fighting Mobius, it was difficult to even stand properly.

‘Now… I don’t want to lose it.’

For her, who had tasted the warmth of human warmth, the crushing internal wounds of her body were not important.

All she can see now is Ohjin confronting Moebius.

In particular, every time I saw his side, which had been bitten by a pure white snake and the blood was flowing out, I felt anxious as if my heart was burning.

‘I… have to protect Ojin.’

Warmth found in the endless cold.

It made her more desperate than the oasis she found in the dry desert.

“Huh.”

Slurp.

Cassia’s legs tangled and her body rolled around on the floor.

No matter how desperate it is, deep internal wounds that are so deep that even death would not be surprising do not suddenly heal.

Cassia bit her lip and crawled on the floor.

I tried to get to where Ojin was, even if I had to crawl miserably on the floor.

at that time.

“Hmm.”

I made eye contact with Moebius.

Mobius found her crawling on the floor and smiled brightly.

“No, let’s stop here.”

Moebius shrugs his shoulders and shakes his head.

After a short conversation with Oh Jin, he turned around as if he had no regrets.

Just before his body disappears into the shadows.

-Cassia.

Moebius’ voice rang in Cassia’s head.

-How did I get through this time… but will this really be the end?

The snake’s tongue tickled my ear.

-The memory of Cassia betraying him will always remain in his memory.

A chilling shiver spread throughout Cassia’s body.

-Kasia will be abandoned. As always.

Come visit me then, Cassia.

Moebius let out a soft laugh as he said that.

The snake’s voice echoing in my head disappeared.

“…ah.”

Cassia trembled with a pale face.

Mobius’ last words filled her mind.

‘I… will be abandoned by Ojin.’

If you think about it, isn’t it natural?

Just as the world does not disappear even if you close your eyes.

The memory of her betraying Ojin will never fade from his mind.

‘If you are abandoned by Ojin…’

As always.

As always.

also.

Again and again and again.

In that terrible loneliness━

“Are you okay?”

at that time.

Ojin, with a worried expression, approached her.

“Ah uh.”

Cassia, who was walking backwards with a pale, exhausted expression, crawled on all fours toward Ojin.

The only thing that fills my mind are the words ‘you will be abandoned’ left behind by Moebius.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. sorry. please forgive me. I don’t want to be left behind anymore. I don’t want to be alone. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

Cassia begged with a desperate expression, hugging his leg.

“I didn’t mean to lie. I didn’t mean to hurt you. …Oh, I’m not trying to make excuses! sorry! sorry! “I…” He

stuttered in gibberish as he strengthened his arms holding his legs.

“….”

Looking down at Cassia, Ojin frowned.

No matter how you look at it, Cassia’s condition right now was not normal.

“Please forgive me… please.”

Cassia fell off Ojin’s leg, fell flat on the floor, and lowered her head as if to kiss the top of his foot.

“stop.”

Ojin grabbed Cassia’s shoulders as she lay on the floor.

Emerald eyes filled with tears turned towards him.

It looks precarious, as if it will break if touched somewhere.

Ojin narrowed his eyes and asked.

“What did you hear from him?”

“…!”

I felt Cassia’s shoulders shaking.

‘Was it the right answer?’

I wondered why he retreated so calmly.

Oh Jin clicked his tongue and his expression distorted.

“What did you say?”

“Don’t say anything…”

“If you don’t say something now, don’t think about seeing me again in the future.”

“That’s it!”

Cassia suddenly raised her head and made an urgent expression.

“I said I would be abandoned… abandoned.”

“Abandoned?”

“yes. “Ojin will never forgive me.”

“….”

Oh Jin laughed with an absurd expression on his face.

Honestly, I didn’t understand why Cassia was so obsessed with me.

“Please…don’t abandon me.”

No, I threw it away and never had it in the first place.

Ojin looked down at Cassia, who was holding on to her pants with a desperate expression, and let out a deep sigh.

‘What on earth did I do to become this obsessed?’

okay.

I freed him from being manipulated by the Heavenly Demon into committing unwanted massacres.

Even in the demonic world, I helped install the Heavenly Demon Seal to prevent it from being released on my own.

This time, I just ignored the fact that he was going to hit me in the back to save my younger brother, and saved the person who was about to die…

‘Huh? what.’

Did you do more than you thought?

“Oh Ojin…?”

Cassia is silent for a while and looks up at her with an anxious expression.

Oh Jin looked down at her eyes filled with nervousness and swallowed.

‘Well, even so, it’s not normal to look like this right now.’

Perhaps the reason she is so obsessed with herself is also intertwined with her past.

A life where one had to wait day after day for death while suffering from an incurable disease that distorted the muscles and bones of the entire body.

Even if she had been born into a noble family called Colgrande… or rather, the misery she felt would have been greater because she was born into such a family.

‘And it probably got worse as Isabella grew up.’

An older sister with an incurable disease and a younger brother with natural talent.

Even the cat raised at home would have known which of the two would bear the name ‘Colgrande’.

‘In that situation…’

Was there really even one person who took her side?

“….”

Oh Jin still had Ha Eun.

Since I had Ha-eun since I was young, at least I never felt lonely.

But what about Cassia?

Was there such a person for the girl who was trapped in a narrow wheelchair and waiting for her death to come?

“…ha.”

okay.

Now he seemed to understand why Cassia was so obsessed with him.

All that’s left is your choice.

‘Do you accept it or push it away?’

The answer was decided from the moment I stood before Moebius on her behalf.

“Do you want me to forgive you?”

“Yes yes! I will do anything Ojin tells me to do! So please…”

Cassia nodded urgently.

The corners of Ojin’s mouth turned up with a grin.

“Then you will have to receive the ‘punishment’ I mentioned earlier, right?”

I asked in a playful voice to calm down Kasia, who was looking desperate as if there was a knife hanging around her neck.

“If it’s the punishment I mentioned earlier….”

“On the butt.”

“Eh… uh butt?”

Cassia opens her eyes wide with a puzzled expression.

I don’t know if I should call this fortunate, but the expression on my face that looked like it would shatter like a glass bowl with a single word from Oh Jin has disappeared, covered in surprise.

“Oh, if it is Ojin’s order.”

Cassia blushed and hesitantly turned around and stuck out her buttocks towards Ojin.

Well, even if she stuck out her butt, it couldn’t be seen properly because it was covered by the tight black dress.

“You should take off your dress too, right?”

“No, it’s not necessary…”

“Because it’s a punishment.”

Cassia held the hem of the dress with both hands and slowly lifted it with an expression full of shame, unlike when she had lifted the dress before.

When the pure white buttocks and black lace panties covering them slowly reveal their seductive figure.

“Hmm.”

I wonder if Mobius had done something to it. As soon as he disappeared, Isabella, who had fainted, stirred and woke up.

“This place…”

Isabella looked around, and what she saw was Cassia lifting the hem of her dress with her butt towards Oh Jin, and Oh Jin standing close behind her.

“…Is it a dream?”

Isabella rubbed her eyes and shook her head.