Intoxication

Chapter 33: Numbness To Question The Past

He Gu stumbled back to the car and only felt that his limbs were soft and his hands were shaking and he could not inserta carkey. In the end, he threw away the key and slammed it into his seat.

His eyes were sore and he slammed his hand on his eyes hard to stop more embarrassing tears.

His brain seems to be out of order. He thinks everything, but he doesn't know what he is thinking, he was in a mess.

All the thoughts finally condensed into the three words in the heart---Song Ju Han.

He remember that Vanessa said the origin of Song Ju Han's name. Song He was a very proud person. He named his son Song Ju Han, meaning "from the top of the top of the heights, winning but not cold." It doesn't sound too auspicious, but he obviously doesn't care if Song Ju Han's "wins", but only cares if he is at the top.

Song He's high hopes for his son have all been realized. Song Ju Han, as his name suggests, he holds an invisible sword and like the soldiers, he can kill people and bruises them deep.

More than six years of persistence turned into a papers laughter. He Gu felt like he can not afford to hate Song Ju Han or Feng Zheng, even he felt that he should live.

It is time to send his heart to someone to trample on and end up resentful.

Song Ju Han, these three words are repeated once, so He Gu felt that even breathing was accompanied by pain.

The lead has finally burned to the bomb.

Boom--

He Gu was sent home by Peng's driver that day.

After he got home, he lay still on the bed and couldn't sleep, so he lay down.

If he said that he was only decadent in the past three days, now he feels like a living dead and he has been drained from the inside to the outside.

At night, the chilling silence was suddenly broken by the piercing doorbell.

There was no response at all, but the doorbell was pressed steadily and at the end, someone slammed the door and heard the sound of a frantic Zhuang Jie Yu.

He was so tired that he didn't even want to move his fingers, but in the end he barely climbed up from the bed and went to open the door.

When Zhuang Jie Yu saw him, he sighed with relief: "You scared me."

He Gu looked at him with no expression and said emptily: "Why? Were you afraid that I will commit suicide."

"No, no." Zhuang Jie Yu grabbed his head. "You are okay."

When he turned into the house, Zhuang Jie Yu quickly followed in and rushed to explain: "Today.... Song Ju Han called me, saying that as long as I accompany him out, he will not block me, I really didn't know if you will go there!"

He Gu didn't turn a deaf ear, he didn't care at all, but it was so many years later, Song Ju Han actually liked to play with this plot to stimulate others, it was both childish and sinister.

Zhuang Jie Yu did not respond to seeing He Gu and he felt a bit sad in his eyes: "You don't have to be so understanding, Song Ju Han is a bastard, you, you shouldn't like him anymore, he is not worth it."

Even an outsider saw it... He Gu wanted to laugh a little, but his heart hurt so badly that he turned his back to Zhuang Jie Yu and squeezed his chest with his fist, trying to distract himself from the suffocating pain.

Zhuang Jie Yu walked up to him and barely piled up a smile: "In fact, it is a love affair, anyone will experience it, time can cure everything, I know that you are uncomfortable now, anyway, I have nothing to do this time, I will accompany you, with I am very happy together, you will be able to get better soon."

He Gu wanted to refuse and he was too lazy to speak, because Zhuang Jie Yu is very capable of grinding people defences, He Gu is tired of coping, maybe there will be a person who will gasp and talk to him about it and it will be better.

He Gu didn't talk, Zhuang Jie Yu didn't feel embarrassed, he said to himself: "You are hungry, I brought the dishes, my cooking is not bad, you wait a little, I will go cook for you."

He Gu shook himself on the sofa and sat in a daze. His mind has been awake a lot, but he was not motivated and does not want to do anything. He looked at the front. For a long time, he discovered that the thing he was watching was TV. It was the big TV that he spent two months salary for Song Ju Han to come to his house to play games.

Song Ju Han used to sing songs to him on this TV and only sang to him.

He Gu was almost shaking and breathing coming in gasps, he was trying to resist the desperate desperation, he slowly closed his eyes, his fists clenched quietly.

When Zhuang Jie Yu finished the meal, he ordered He Gu to eat at the dinner table. He Gu didn't have any appetite. He barely ate two chopsticks and put it down.

Zhuang Jie Yu was anxious: "Is it not good? I tasted and felt it was good, you can eat more."

He Gu looked up and since he entered the house, the first time he looked at Zhuang Jie Yu: "I am not hungry."

"How come you are not hungry, you must have not eaten anything from noon to now."

He Gu shook his head, got up and left, he still went to sleep.

Zhuang Jie Yu directly followed him to the bedroom and looked at He Gu as he got into the quilt. He walked on the edge of the bed and touched his hair with his hand. He said softly, "It will get better soon, really."

He Gu whispered: "Good and bad, it makes no difference to me."

Zhuang Jie Yu looked at the way this man lost his soul. He felt a distress in hisheart. He couldn't help but lean down and kissed He Gu's eyebrows: "Good and bad, I still are going to be here with you."

The next day, Chen Shan came, saying He Gu was tired and sick recently. The big boss was afraid of him doing something wrong because of mental exhaustion, the boss made Chen Shan come to see about his physical condition and said He Gu could take a long vacation.

When Chen Shan saw Zhuang Jie Yu who opened the door, she was shocked and then showed a clear expression.

Zhuang Jie Yu frowned and turned to look at her: "You seem to be..."

"I am the assistant of He Gu."

"Oh yes, I saw you the last time." Zhuang Jie Yu said, "Sister, don't say anything outside." Although he is just a little actor who has just emerged, he must pay attention to the image.

Chen Shan looked awkwardly: "Rest assured, no, I know. He Gu? How is he?"

Zhuang Jie Yu didn't want her to come in, but it seemed that he couldn't find a reason to refuse. She just said: "He Gu is not very good. He need to pay attention to rest. Don't talk to him for too long."

"No problem."

When He Gu saw Chen Shan, he was so excited that he was awakened from the state of the embarrassment: "How come you are here?"

"Chairman Sun let me come." Chen Shan frowned and her heart was a little uncomfortable. "He Gu, I haven't seen you for a few days. How did you lose so much weight? Have you gone to the hospital for examination? What is wrong with you?"."

"My stomach is a little off." He Gu just lied.

"Hey, you must not be too busy to even pay attention to eating on time." Chen Shan sighed: "Chairman Dong asked me to ask if you want to take a long vacation."

He Gu didn't react to this sentence for a few seconds, he shook his head: "If I take a long vacation, what about the two projects at hand?"

"I don't know. But last month, Shanghai Branch has a problem with a project engineer and Chairman Dong was scared that you had an accident."

"Its not that serious." He Gu say faintly, "I will rest again... one day, the day after tomorrow I will go back to the company."

Zhuang Jie Yu screamed: "You are not going to work!"

Chen Shan also said: "Yes, He, you don't fight too much, the big bosses are all making words for you to take a vacation."

He Gu took a deep breath, he felt that his brain was seriously sluggish and everything took too long for him to react. He never felt that his brain was too bad in his life. He sorted out his thoughts and said: "Chen Shan, you have been with me for so long, you should be very clear about the situation. These two projects were all supervised by me from beginning to end. No one can do it now. If the construction period is delayed, the company's money and reputation will be lost. In less than a month it will be the Chinese New Year, I will wait for that one and take the long vacation when its in the New Year."

Chen Shan sincerely admired: "He, you are really dedicated."

He Gu said: "Go back, tell Chairman Dong that I am fine."

"Okay. Oh, yes, this is the supplement that Chairman Dong asked me to give you, saying that it cost more than 30,000 for one or two Cordyceps Sinensis." She handed the things to Zhuang Jie Yu and could not help but snicker a look at him, "He Gu, you two are dating?."

Zhuang Jie Yu was proud to said: "Look, even her beautiful eyes says it."

Chen Shan was praised for her joy.

After Chen Shan left, Zhuang Jie Yu tried to make fun of him: "Uncle, you listened, no, your assistant said that we're a match."

He Gu didn't care about him, he touched the notebook from the bedside table and wanted to see the mails.

"Hey, you are not allowed to work now. You have to eat the food first."

"Didn't I ate already?"

"That was eating breakfast, what time is it now!" Zhuang Jie Yu slammed the lid of the notebook and pulled him from the bed. "Go and eat."

He Gu had to follow Zhuang Jie Yu to eat the meal.

Zhuang Jie Yu has the characteristics of most young people. For example, the mobile phone won't leave his hand. He eats and plays with his mobile phone. Suddenly, he received the WeChat text from the boss of the brokerage company. After he opened it, the voicemail came out with such an impetuous voice: Zhuang Jie Yu, what happened between you and Song Ju Han!

Zhuang Jie Yu wanted to mute and it was too late. He Gu was shocked. He carefully observed what his expression was, for fear of irritation.

He Gu hand paused and he continued to bury himself in the food.

In fact, Zhuang Jie Yu does not have to be afraid to remind him of anything. He is thinking about what happened that day, thinking about what happened in those years. He can't go out now, at least for now.

Zhuang Jie Yu picked up the phone: "This is my boss, let me call him back."

He Gu let it go, he continue to bow down to eat.

Zhuang Jie Yu took the phone to the balcony.

After a full five minutes, He Gu remembered that Zhuang Jie Yu was only wearing pajamas and standing on the balcony for a long time it must be freezing, so He Gu went to get a coat.

Just approaching the balcony, he heard Zhuang Jie Yu deliberately suppressing the voice and said: "Mr.Cai, how can I dare to fight with him. It is really not that I fought with him. It was someone else. I was just there."

He Gu swore, what happened on that day, did he passed out?

He looked at Zhuang Jie Yu's frozen arm and responded. He pushed open the door of the balcony. Zhuang Jie Yu was shocked and immediately stopped talking.

He Gu handed over the coat, Zhuang Jie Yu was quickly putting it on, He Gu closed the balcony door, turned and took out the phone, search keyword: Song Ju Han.

This search passed.

The latest news is all the news that Song Ju Han was fighting in the hotel. The incident involved Zhuang Jie Yu and there are a few vague photos. He Gu enlarge the photos and found that only Song Ju Han and Zhuang Jie Yu were clearly seen, he himself was only vague seen by a side face.

The paparazzi photo is obviously unclear and it is ambiguously suggests that Song Ju Han and Zhuang Jie Yu were in conflict at the hotel and they are suspected of being in a lovers spat.

Earlier, the news that Song Ju Han was a bisexual was spread everywhere. The attitude of the industry to this kind of thing is that as long as it is not put on the public face, it can be around as speculation, but it must not be proven.

Song Ju Han was escorted by Song He and Vanessa. In recent years, there were few news in the circle. Even the pigeons of the reality shows and the fight with the photographers scandals were crushed by Song He, but these photos are obviously a paparazzi photos by an unaffiliated person. For the person who posted it was just a matter of watching the excitement and putting it on the Internet, so that Song He didn't even have the chance to suppress it.

When he looked at it, he suddenly realized that he was paying attention to Song Ju Han. He was like a hot potato, throwing his mobile phone into the sofa.

At this time, Zhuang Jie Yu also came in. He sighed with a cold red nose and a long sigh.

"Is it because of yesterday?"

Zhuang Jie Yu nodded. "I didn't go online today. I didn't know that the Internet has been raging with this news."

He sighed. "Is this a stardom? But our boss said that I am not in the right and I have offended the Song family. I explained to him for a long time, he didn't believe that I was not fighting with Song Ju Han."

He Gu sat down and not talk.

Zhuang Jie Yu was busy: "I didn't mention you anyway, you don't have to worry about it. If two or three days pass, no one will pay attention to it. The entertainment circle is like this."

"Yeah."

Suddenly, He Gu cell phone thrown on the sofa rang and Zhuang Jie Yu gave it to the dog's leg for a reason and also read the name of the electric display word by word, "Feng... Ah?!"

He Gu suddenly raised his head?

Zhuang Jie Yu was holding the mobile phone, but he does not know if he should given it to He Gu. The reason and resentment between Song and Han... he is as puzzled as the others people who were present, but the only certainty is that this is related to a person named "Feng Zheng".

He Gu felt a shudder in his body and the goose bumps were all up and at the thought of Feng Zheng, he had a deep sense of shame.

Zhuang Jie Yu swallowed his throat: "If you don't want to, you don't have to pick it up."

He Gu was silent for a moment then he extended his hand: "Give it to me."

Zhuang Jie Yu sighed and had to hand over the phone. "Then.... I will to the bedroom to warm up. Let's talk after." He entered the bedroom and closed the door.

He Gu stared at the name, holding a decisive, press the call button: "Hello."

"He Gu?" Feng Zheng's voice sounded anxious. "I saw the news on the Internet. Is it that the person who fights with Song Ju Han at the restaurant is you?!"

He Gu calmly said: "It is me."

"What happened? What did Song Ju Han do to you?"

"What Song Ju Han did it to me, there is no need to mention it. I have a question to ask you." He Gu secretly clenched his fist, as if that was his only hold on self-esteem.

Feng Zheng had a bad hunch and he said: "You ask."

"Why?." He Gu sighed a little, his eyes instantly reddened, until he heard the sound, he knew how much he wanted to punch Feng Zheng's face, he could hardly resist the anger of falling heavens and gnashed his teeth. "Do you want to tell me about the fact that you and Song Ju Han are dating!"