Is this destiny?

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While Sarah was on the bed sorting out her thoughts, Aiden was in the bathroom, taking a cold shower.

'Shit, I messed up. She looked angry and disappointed. I was so close, and then it all collapsed. What if I don't get a chance like this again?'

A thought flashed through his mind: 'What if she is not in the room anymore?'

Aiden felt panic swell inside him. He turned off the shower, and quickly toweled off.

When sound of the shower stopped, Sarah put her sweater back on and fixed her hair. She heard the bathroom door opening and turned toward it.

Aiden came out wearing a light green shirt and blue jeans bottom. With his messy damp hair, he was very attractive, but his expression was not good.

Sarah can see that he is troubled, like he is in pain, and it made her worried.

"Come here", she patted the spot on the bed with her hand.

Aiden sat next to her and looked down at the floor without a word. He felt that as a man, he disappointed her, and was embarrassed to look at her.

Sarah reached out and touched his hand. His hand was freezing, and she concluded that he took a cold shower.

She remembered what she read: when a man gets aroused, he takes a cold shower to calm down. But that is just to calm down the arousal and if a man does not find a relief, he will experience physical pain.

'Oh, poor Aiden. With last night and this morning, he must be in pain. And it's all because of me.' Now Sarah was feeling guilty. Her concern for him overshadowed her feeling of embarrassment from few minutes ago. She wanted to help him.

'What if I help him release some of the tension?' She blushed.

Sarah read many books and watched educational (and some not so educational) videos about male and female bodies and knows how things work.

'I was ready to sleep with him. If I just help him to relieve pressure, it's nothing compared to that, right?', she was telling herself.

She knows that it's her fault he is in this state, and she wants to help, but she is concerned that if he touches her, she might lose control again, and that feeling is… uncomfortable.

Sarah observed the bed they are sitting on and got an idea when she remembered that he was wearing a necktie at the Christmas party previous night.

She cleared her throat. "Do you have any neckties handy?"

Aiden looked at her with a confused expression for a second before pointing toward the bathroom door. Sarah went inside, and on the left was another door leading to the closet. She stepped in and after a glance noticed few neck ties. She grabbed them and headed back to the bedroom.

"Lie down on the bed." Sarah hoped that he didn't notice her voice trembling from anxiety.

Aiden followed what she said. He had a need to make it up to her, so even if she asked him to kneel, he would do it.

Just as he laid down, Sarah leaped on the bed and with swiftness he didn't expect, she tied up his wrists with neckties to two edges of the headboard.

Aiden was in shock. He found himself lying on the bed with his arms spread and held in place by the neck ties. He tried yanking one arm free, but the knots are well done, and it would not budge.

"What are you doing?!", he asked with a hint of terror in his voice.

She didn't respond as another thought popped in her mind.

"Just a sec", she ran out of the bedroom.

Sarah went to the main door, opened it and placed 'Do not disturb' sign on the doorknob facing the hallway before closing the door and locking it with a deadbolt from the inside.

Aiden heard the door opening and closing. 'Great, she is so angry that she tied me here and left!'

When he saw Sarah return, Aiden was relieved that she didn't leave. But then doubts started creeping in again: 'What is she up to? Is she going to put me into a more embarrassing situation, and then leave? I know I messed up, but isn't this a bit too extreme?'

Sarah walked to the bed and looked at him. 'This is good. With his hands tied up like this, he will not be able to touch me and make me lose myself.'

Her expression was unreadable which made Aiden even more nervous. His face twitched and she noticed.

'Oh, no! He is in so much pain that he is even twitching!'

Sarah climbed on to the bed and straddled him. She was sitting high on his thighs, facing him.

Sarah reached towards his neck and started unbuttoning his shirt slowly. One button, second one…

Aiden was surprised that his body reacted considering his current situation. But Sarah is on top of him, unbuttoning his shirt… just the two of them in the hotel suite… how can he not react?

Sarah felt his erection pressing against her lower abdomen and her fingers froze. She looked at him, and their eyes met.

'This is what you want, right?', she asked herself.

Sarah moved higher and gave him a deep kiss.

He wanted to hug her, but his arms were held in place by the neck ties.

Sarah felt her body heat rising, so she pulled herself back into a sitting position.

Sarah thought about what she plans to do next, and how she will be embarrassed if he is watching her. She took another necktie and tied it around his eyes.

"Sarah...", he started objecting.

"If you don't keep quiet, I will gag you as well.", she warned him.

Aiden stopped talking, he believed that she will do it. He was never this helpless, and he felt a mix of terror and excitement.

She slowly ran her fingers across his face, down his neck, chest, and abdominal muscles which she could feel through thin fabric of his shirt. Her hands stopped at the waist of his jeans.

He was not able to see what she is doing, but her every touch sent electric jolts through his body.

Sarah knows what she wants to do, but she is embarrassed to do it. She reminded herself that he is in pain because of her. And she can't stand to see him in pain. And she should help him.

'It's not a big deal, everyone is doing it, and I saw many videos showing how to do it…', she was encouraging herself.

She took a deep breath and said: "Let me know if I'm making you uncomfortable."

Aiden wanted to say that being tied up and blindfolded on the bed is uncomfortable! But before he could speak, he felt her fingers unbuttoning his jeans. His mind exploded. 'What is she doing?' He didn't dare make assumptions.

Sarah removed his pants and thought how the man in front of her is an absolute perfection.

She inhaled sharply at the sight of his boxer shorts which struggled to keep his erection covered.

Sarah kissed him again on the lips, and she sucked on his bottom lip before biting it gently. She moved to kiss his earlobe as her right hand grazed over his erection. He twitched and let out a small moan and Sarah was happy with his reaction.

Her hand started moving rhythmically, gradually increasing the pressure, as her lips moved to his neck and started sucking.

Aiden was still trying to process what she is doing. Well, he knows what she is doing, but he can't believe it. Sarah was always so shy and reserved, and he was confident that she is not experienced. From where did this boldness come from? Did he misjudge her, again?

Because he was blindfolded, his other senses intensified. Her every touch and move felt like an explosion of pleasure and he was not sure if he ever felt anything like this. Well, probably not, because this is his first time being blindfolded.

He could feel Sarah shift lower, and she pulled his boxer shorts down, removing them completely.

Sarah spread his legs and placed herself between them low, observing him closely.

Aiden felt her between his legs, and her hands on his thighs. And she didn't move for some time.

Feeling of her tongue from his base to the tip caught him unprepared. 'Shit! That feels good!' He let out a loud groan and his body arched.

Before he inhaled, he felt her lips wrapping around his tip and sucking him in.

For Sarah, last traces of embarrassment were erased by the thought that she needs to help him, and his reaction told her that she is doing the right thing.

Just how she saw in the movies: she sucked harder, and used her tongue, and her head bobbed faster, and she used her hand to apply pressure on the base of his length which didn't fit in her mouth. And it seemed that he is getting bigger. No, she is confident that he is bigger than when she started.

"Move!", Sarah heard him growl between gasps for air. But she didn't want to move. She felt pulsating and a warm liquid shot in her mouth as he groaned. "Shit! Sarah! ... Shit!!!"

It is her first time, but she knows what is happening. In the movies often they do it on the face… she finds that visually repulsive and unhygienic.

Sarah analyzed the flavor: 'It's a bit salty and sweet, not bad.' She slowly licked any remaining liquid before moving up his body.

Sarah was observing his handsome face and a blissful smile which he could not hide. It told her that she did a good job.

She reluctantly removed his blindfold.

It took few seconds for Aiden's eyes to get used to the light. And he could not believe what just happened! Did Sarah just go down on him? And she gave him an absolutely mind-blowing experience! How could he EVER think that Sarah is not experienced, is beyond him.

When his eyes focused, he saw Sarah curiously looking at his face, observing every detail. Her cheeks were flushed, and her breathing matched his.

Aiden cleared his throat. "Can you untie me, please?", he asked in a low voice.

Even after all that happened, part of him still feared that she will leave him like this.. He was not used to be helpless, and he felt urgency to get back in control.