Love Worth Fighting For

384 Another baby

“My feelings for Christian have nothing to do with my resignation from this job, so don’t keep Christian involved in our conversation. I’ve made you very rich after all, haven’t I? The pay I receive for the work I’ve done for you is huge and I’m sure all that money has already covered all the money you spent to take care of me at that time. So there is no debt between us anymore.”

After saying that Zwetta immediately turned her body and prepared to leave, the pain in her head came back. Damn. It’s all because of Christian.

“Wait.” Robin rebuked loudly. “Don’t try to leave or you’ll regret it, Zee.”

Zwetta who had her back to Robin pursed her lips. “I won’t regret it at all, I’m actually very happy right now.”

“Don’t go or you will receive the greatest punishment from me, Zee,” said Robin again. “Hurry back and kneel down, I will forgive you and forget what you just did to me.”

slowly Zwetta turned her body to face Robin who was holding her left arm which was still bleeding. “I’m a free man, not a slave who has to kneel to get forgiveness.”

“Zwetta...”

“And I’m more and more convinced to leave you, Robin. You really are a terrible human being, you don’t deserve to be a role model. I’m really sorry that I ever idolized you.” Zwetta continued her words without hesitation. “I hope you continue your life well with Andres and the others. And once again I thank you for the kindness you have done for me a few years ago, bye Robin. Nice to meet and work with you.”

“Zwetta!!!”

.....

Zwetta , who was determined to leave her past behind, continued to walk and ignore the screams of Robin who kept calling her name. Her disappointment in Robin who was too big made Zwetta decide to live as a free human who was not bound by anyone.

When she just came down from the rooftop, Zwetta was surprised by the appearance of Andres who came in a hurry. His face looked panicked and full of worry.

“Zee...”

“I’m sorry, Andres,” Zwetta quietly. “I’m sorry for all the mistakes I’ve done to you so far, I hope after this we can still be good friends.”

Andres frowned. “What do you mean, Zee? Why are you talking like we won’t...wait!! You didn’t mean to leave us and go back to that guy, did you? Oh come on, Zee....”

“I’m not going back to Christian.” Zwetta cut Andres’ words firmly. “I just want to live my life like a normal human out there who doesn’t have to deal with weapons and dangerous missions. I want to experience life without burdens and fear. Thank you also for being such a good colleague to me, see you next time.”

After saying her farewells to Andres, Zwetta continued on her way again. The smell of alcohol emanating from Andres’ body made her even more uncomfortable, Zwetta really had to leave this hotel as soon as possible.

Andres stood silently for a few minutes, the words that came out of Zwetta bothered him. He felt a little annoyed at the wish Zwetta said. Andres just woke up from his daydream after he heard Robin’s moaning of pain which sounded clearer, Andres immediately continued his steps towards where Robin is now.

***

Once in the hotel lobby, Zwetta immediately ran to the vending machine to buy a bottle of mineral water, seeing the blood that came out of Robin’s body a moment ago made her want to vomit. Lack of sleep and constantly crying made Zwetta’s drop.

“Looks like I have to go to the hospital immediately, I can’t go on like this,” Zwetta to herself after downing half a bottle of cold mineral water that had just come out of the vending machine.

Zwetta was a little disturbed by Christian’s words this afternoon, she subconsciously moved her hand to her stomach which had not been filled with any food since this afternoon.

“I can’t possibly be pregnant again, can I?”muttered Zwetta quietly. “I just gave birth to Luna nine months ago.”

Zwetta bit her lower lip firmly, this afternoon Zwetta had been surfing in cyberspace to find the worst risks experienced by women who got pregnant again when it was not even one year after giving birth by caesarean section. Zwetta was so disturbed by the content of the article.

“The only way to settle this curiosity is to go to the doctor.” Zwetta squeezed the bottle of mineral water which was half full.

Not wanting to be haunted by curiosity, Zwetta then rushed to her car which was parked in the front yard of the hotel. Having managed to remember all her life during her nearly four years in Luxembourg, Zwetta had no trouble at all at the moment. It looks so easy to find the whereabouts of the hospital that is around the hotel where Robin and Andres stay without the help of GPS.

Zwetta who was driving her car was completely unaware of the presence of a car of the same color as the car she was driving was following behind her, the car that was driven directly by Christian continued to follow Zwetta’s in a not too close distance. Christian deliberately distanced himself so that Zwetta wouldn’t notice his whereabouts, after getting to the point where the car Zwetta thirty minutes ago Christian immediately followed.

At first Christian was almost angry when he found Zwetta was in the hotel, but after he received a report from Ronin, Christian finally felt calm. Ronin who had managed to find the whereabouts of Robin and Andres immediately reported their whereabouts to Christian so that the misunderstanding could finally be avoided, it turned out that Zwetta came to the hotel to meet Robin according to Robin’s request earlier this afternoon.

“Hospital,” Christian said hoarsely when he realized where Zwetta.

Christian who had just stopped his car, was surprised by Zwetta when the girl got out of her car, five meters from where Christian was currently seen Zwetta was vomiting. The girl looked so exhausted and very tortured.

“Dear....” Christian mumbled softly when he saw Zwetta spit out the contents of her stomach which was only water, Christian’s chest felt so sore seeing what Zwetta doing.

“I’m sorry I made you have to go through this again.” Although Zwetta’s not been confirmed, Christian is very sure that now the seeds have grown back in Zwetta’s. Christian’s confidence grew even more when he saw Zwetta vomiting, although the vomiting could not be directly linked to pregnancy, Christian was absolutely sure that what Zwetta now was a small sign of early pregnancy.

Because Zwetta was already in the hospital, Christian rushed out of his car. Wearing a black hat, Christian followed Zwetta’s footsteps carefully. Right now Christian can’t be careless, he has to be very careful. Because if not, then he will not only lose Zwetta, he will also lose his baby which may have started to form in Zwetta’s womb.

“Please help Daddy melt your mother’s heart, Luna.”

Waiting is one thing Christian likes and this time he has to be stuck in that situation in the car in excruciating feelings, anxiety and curiosity about Zwetta’s mixed together and produce a tremendous tightness in his chest.

“Why did they take so long? What did the doctors do to keep Zwetta from getting out of there!!”

“Arrrghhh...”

Christian hit the steering wheel hard to vent the frustration that stifled his chest, his fear of losing Zwetta made him even more tormented.

Unable to hold his patience any longer, Christian finally decided to get out of the car and rushed to the hospital. Christian’s arrival had made the security guard who was standing guard at the hospital door frown, an hour ago Christian almost entered the hospital if he didn’t receive a phone call from Areez. That serious conversation with Areez made Christian cancel his intention to enter the hospital to catch up with Zwetta.

“Good evening...”

“My name is Christian Clarke.” Christian interrupts the words of the security guard who has been staring at him with great curiosity. “Does a Christian Clarke need special permission to enter this hospital?” he asked arrogantly.

The security guard’s face immediately went pale, Christian’s words immediately answered all his curiosity and made him slap him for thinking about the handsome young man standing in front of him right now.

“I want to catch up with my wife, I think she visited the obstetrician. Do you know where I can find the doctor’s office?” Christian asks quietly.

“Second floor, Mr. Clarke. The first door after you get out of the elevator, it’s doctor Lusiana’s room, the obstetrician on duty this afternoon.”

Christian glanced at the clock on his left hand, he was slightly disturbed by the words of the guard who had just finished speaking.

“On the afternoon watch? So you’re saying the doctor should be home by now since her hours are up?”

The security guard nodded quickly. “That’s right, sir. But it seems that your wife’s arrival has made Doctor Lusiana still in the hospital at this time.”

Christian smiles. “Thanks for the information, I’ll catch up with my wife then.”

“Please sir, you can directly use the elevator.”