My Ex-Husband Is Proposing Again

Chapter 343: Her Life Ends at 30_1

Su Hongxing believed that she was destined to be alone.

The dream she had just had once again reminded her that in her previous life, she ended up alone.

She even saw herself standing alone on the attic.

The once radiant Su Hongxing was gone forever, now as thin as a paper cut-out, wearing oversized pajamas. The wind, so strong and loud, blew her as though she was about to take flight.

In the end, she really did fly, by jumping off the attic, poised. It didn’t seem like she was rushing towards death, but more like she was heading towards a better place…

Su Hongxing knew that her life was cheap, like an indestructible pest.

Yet in her previous life, she ended her short life by suicide.

In that life, her life ceased at 30.

She couldn’t accept this reality.

She finally understood why she had forgotten everything that happened in her previous life.

Nothing good had happened in that life, and she ended it in such a way. Given the opportunity to start over, why would she want to remember the Su Hongxing who was full of scars?

In her previous life, she suffered a tragic end because of Ye Qilan. If Ye Qilan still wanted to hurt her in this life, how could she let that tragedy repeat itself?!

What worried her the most was that everything that happened in her previous life was happening again in this life. Though the details and the timeline were different, they were still happening.

In her previous life, she married Ye Qilan and divorced him because of Cao Shiyu, just like in this life.

In her previous life, even after divorcing, Ye Qilan controlled her freedom and her body, just like in this life.

She got pregnant after her divorce in her previous life and in this one too.

In her previous life, she got pregnant but couldn’t keep the baby. Would it be the same case this time around?

Su Hongxing looked at her belly, deep in thought…

That day, Ye Qilan didn’t go to The Red House. He had planned to visit Su Hongxing, but Liu Qingyin blocked his way at the entrance.

Liu Qingyin said Su Hongxing had something on her mind and asked him not to disturb her.

What was bothering Su Hongxing so much that she could stay cooped up in the house the entire day?

“What is bothering your sister?” Ye Qilan asked Liu Qingyin at six in the evening.

Liu Qingyin didn’t know what was bugging Su Hongxing. But, Su Hongxing had asked her to prevent Ye Qilan from seeing her, and so she did.

“I had a nightmare last night and couldn’t get a good sleep,” Su Hongxing slowly walked out of the room.

Perhaps it was the lighting, but her face looked somewhat translucent.

Ye Qilan was spellbound for a moment before he rushed forward to hold her in his arms. “Why didn’t you tell me you’re not feeling well? I will get a doctor to look at you.”

Su Hongxing glanced at him, replying softly, “I’m not like those fragile girlfriends you used to date.”

Ye Qilan was taken aback; suddenly, those times when he switched girlfriends like changing outfits felt like a distant past. A time so distant that it felt like it was in his previous life.

“Are you sure you are fine?” Ye Qilan suddenly asked.

Su Hongxing’s heartbeat accelerated, but she didn’t answer him immediately.

As Su Hongxing and Ye Qilan’s gaze locked, Ye Qilan said, “If you’re fine, then you’re spending tonight with me!”

Su Hongxing scoffed, “Aren’t you disgusted by me? Don’t forget, just the night before last, I was in Beichuan’s arms. I guess people from your circle often share women.”

She had a hunch that Ye Qilan was testing her…

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