Chapter 242
Since two days ago, I know that uncle Cheng Haotian is my own biological father, and Mu Zhili is playing coquettish and tricky. It seems that it's not enough to call a father. The left father has a father's call, which almost calls tens of thousands of sentences every day, and his sleep calls his father. As if to make up for all the times she missed calling her father in her life
And her heart is glad to have him as his father, handsome and rich, and very gentle.
"You little devil, take a nap in the afternoon. When your mother comes, be careful not to be happy." Stand on the sickbed and cover the quilt that was kicked to the end of the bed by the girl. Don't be moved by her coquetry.
Mu Zhili hears Cheng Haotian mentioning his mother, and her little eyebrows are slightly wrinkled. She thinks that her mother was in a bad mood before she was ill. Finally, she is in a better mood these days, and can't make her mother angry any more.
At present, he cleverly closed the book, covered the quilt, nodded and said: "Zhili is sleeping, dad is singing to Zhili, OK?"
Hearing the request of Zhi Li, Cheng Haotian is slightly stunned. Looking at her expectant face, can't help singing? This
"Dad sings, before Zhi Li sleeps, mom sings to Zhi Li!" See chenghaotian didn't respond, Mu Zhi from stretch out a small hand to hold chenghaotian's index finger, said coquettishly.
"Well, dad doesn't sing well..."
"It's OK, sing, sing..."
However, the little man, Cheng Haotian found a song suitable for children's listening in his mind. His deep voice slowly sang moving music. He clapped his hands rhythmically on Muzhi's quilt. The little man in bed slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Muzixi, standing outside the ward door, looks at the warm relationship between the father and daughter in the room, but his heart is mixed. Maybe it's the nature of the father and daughter. Even though they never knew each other before, their blood relationship can still make them together. That's indescribable intimacy, which makes her a mother a little jealous.
Mu Zhi Li is so small, so she is very sensible. From knowing that she is different from other children, she asked why other children have fathers, but she did not.
At that time, I found an excuse casually, but let the sensible child never ask her father's questions again. Later, after she cried once, Mu Zhi Li didn't ask again for fear of touching her sad things.
I thought I had enough love to make up for my child's lack of father in his childhood. These days, their father and daughter get along with each other and let me know how wrong they are.
Mu Zhi Li has never been so happy with herself.
Mu Zhi Li's heart has always wanted a father.
Otherwise, every time I see Chenghao's eyes, there will always be that kind of admiration.
Now, she finally knows who her own father is.
But what about the future? Between them, what should we do?
Can she still be with Cheng Haotian? Is it possible?
She didn't know that her memory had been broken and couldn't be pieced together perfectly, but what Qiu Wanqing told her was always reminding herself of the man's hurt to herself.
And she can find traces of those days in the fragments of her memory.
She can always see the scene she jumped down from the sea. She can't feel the pain any more. If you don't love, you won't get hurt.
Think of here, in the eyes of muzixi that wipe hesitation slowly firm, since Zhi Li likes him so much, she gives Cheng Haotian the right to be a father, let them more close. But she and he, no more.
After a deep look at the two warm people in the ward, muzixi turns around and leaves. When he leaves the inpatient department, he sees Qiu Wanqing. Muzixi, who wanted to be quiet, sighs unconsciously and goes up.
"Wanqing." His lips raised an arc of effort to squeeze out, and he greeted Yingying with a smile.
"Is Zhi Li much better?" Since he went to the hospital last time, Qiu Wanqing thought a lot. Maybe he was selfish, but his love for muzixi was always firm. No matter what, he wanted to fight.
"Much better. I just fell asleep. I came out for a walk." Thinking of the man upstairs coaxing his daughter to sleep, subconsciously muzixi didn't want Qiu Wanqing to see it.
"Let's go." With a gentle smile, Qiu suggested.
"Good."
Two people walk on the avenue, muzixi heart suddenly some awkwardness. She has always known that the man in front of her is very good to herself, but since the last incident, she has some complaints about him. If he doesn't say these things, maybe he is in the dark, but his heart with many scars won't be so painful.
"Are you blaming me?"
A moment of silence, Qiu Wanqing is the first to open his mouth. He doesn't know at all. Just a few words ask about muzixi's heart.
Muzixi is slightly stunned. He looks up at Qiu Wanqing, who has some ironic eyes on him.
Looking at the surprised muzixi, Qiu Wanqing smiled, with endless bitterness in his smile. He said: "Zixi, maybe I am a selfish man. Before I knew you, love and marriage were not in my dictionary. As for men and women, I always thought that men love women and they need what they want.But after knowing you, my heart moved for you. You are simple and beautiful, let me heart. Later, I knew the relationship between you and Cheng Haotian. At that time, I thought about breaking the relationship with you. But heart sent out, which has so easy to receive back?
Looking at you sad and hurt, I also struggled, and asked for a woman worth it? But the answer is when I see your tears, I understand that everything is worth it. "
"Wanqing, I......" The sudden confession made muzixi a little uneasy and couldn't help but want to interrupt.
"Don't be afraid, just to let you know what I think." Seeing her uneasiness, Qiu Wanqing smiled thoughtfully, looked at the seat under the shade of the tree in front of her, and pointed out: "go there and have a seat, OK?"
No words to follow.
"I'm sorry, Wan Qing. My heart is very disordered, I...... " I can't promise you.
Sitting on the chair, muzixi looks at Qiu Wanqing with a gentle face, and her heart suddenly hurts. In fact, in the face of the man who has been accompanying her for five years, she really owes him too much.
"Ha ha, don't think much about Zixi. I didn't mean to say anything. I just hope that when chenghaotian appears, will your wavering heart give me a chance?"
"I didn't..."
"Don't deny it, your heart may not even see itself. Zixi, I love you. Maybe I don't know when I fall in love with you. When I know it, my heart won't come back. Looking at you sad, sad and desperate, do you know how painful my heart is? Once upon a time, when chenghaotian forced you to jump into the sea, I found that at that time, I began to care about you. Zixi, marry me, I can't promise what will happen in the future, but for you, love has never changed. I will give you a complete love, to Zhi leave a complete family, will not be like that man, to hurt your mother and daughter, OK? "
Tears, I don't know when to cross the cheek, looking at the man who is affectionate and looking at himself, muzixi wavered,
Yes, she almost forgot. Even though chenghaotian and she seem to have a good future.
But once, she was just his mistress, wasn't she?
How can she forget her hurt and stay with Cheng Haotian again.
And she, how can he let a man like Qiu Wanqing treat himself like this
"Wan Qing, I know you mean well But, I'm sorry, can I think about it? I'm in a mess. I'm really in a mess. I'm tired during this period... " Tears fell so much that muzixi's heart wavered.
She has suffered enough in this period of time.
That's why I'm so eager for peace. I even forget myself and chenghaotian's past
It may be the best choice for her to marry this man, but Zhili doesn't like him, and now her daughter knows that her biological father is chenghaotian. She likes chenghaotian so much. In order to match herself and chenghaotian, even at the risk of crashing, what should she do?
Can she really marry Qiu Wanqing with such a wavering mood? Is it really good to marry him in this situation? Is it fair to him?
Qiu Wanqing looks at the woman with painful tears on her face, sighs and gently hugs her, letting her lean on her arms. Her voice is bitter but considerate: "I will not force you, Zixi. As long as you know, whenever you need me, remember that I've always been here. Where you only need to turn around and see, I just ask you to see chenghaotian clearly Five years ago, he pestered you just because you and his fiancee had the same face Five years later, he is pestering you again. What is it for I hope you think about it. I really don't want you to be hurt again... "
Looking at Qiu Wanqing, muzixi suddenly felt a kind of pain
Five years ago, Cheng Haotian was pestered by her fiancee. Qiu Wanqing said last time that she looked like his sweetheart was true
Inside, inexplicably for this fact emerged a ray of pain.
All of a sudden, I wish I hadn't heard Qiu Wanqing say all the facts before, and I hope what he said is not the truth
But her heart knew that he was not wrong. He just told the truth. Just want to keep her.
And she is the one who betrays his heart.
"I'm sorry Wanqing I don't want to hear any more... " In his arms, he shook his head severely. Apart from being sorry, muzixi didn't know what to say. With such deep love, what should she do.
Feeling the emotion of muzixi in her arms, she stroked her back with a big hand, left a kiss between her hair, and murmured: "call me if you have something, I will be by your side until you don't need me."
After Qiu Wanqing left, muzixi did not return to the ward, but sat on the bench for a long time. It was not until the lunch break patient came out for a walk that he found that he had come out for a long time, dried the tears on his face, and hurriedly walked towards the ward.
Standing in the elevator, staring blankly at the rising number, and flashing Qiu Wanqing in his mind, what should the man do? The mood that just eased can't help but rise and fall, tears come out of the eyes again, stroke cheek.Ding
When the floor arrived, muzixi hurriedly went to the bathroom, washed his face and rearranged his makeup. He didn't want his daughter to see that he had just cried. He thought that chenghaotian should go to work at this time, adjusted his mood slightly and walked towards the ward.
Push open the door, see this time shouldn't appear here chenghaotian, muzixi some surprised.
Seeing Chenghao TianChao's own view, thinking about what happened just now, I just felt a mess in my heart. Looking away from her eyes, I asked Mu Zhili softly, "how do you feel today?"