Chapter 401 *R18 I Want You (2)
What makes a man fall in love with a woman? Su Xiaofei had always wondered the answer to this question. Even to this day, she still didn't know why Lu Qingfeng had fallen madly in love with her since her previous life to this day, when everyone deemed her so unlikeable that even Mo Yuchen detested to be seen with her in public.
To be desired by someone was still something new for Su Xiaofei. She knew that her face wasn't below average and that she had a decent body frame. She surmised that it could be because of her unappealing attitude and hasty personality, however, she also believed that if people couldn't see past through it, then they weren't worthy of being part of her life.
Their kiss was slow this time, as if they intended to taste and savor each other. She boldly claimed him, and attacked his mouth with her tongue. Her hands ran over his biceps, squeezed his shoulders before sliding down his pectoral muscles, until her blunt nails lightly dragged over his chest.
She then brought up a hand to brush his bangs away from his eyes and kissed his forehead, then to his brow, to his nose before reaching his lips again.
Lu Qingfeng allowed her to do whatever she wanted to him and chose to settle his hands on her hips, before bringing it down to her full soft bottom, squeezing it lightly as she continued to attack his mouth.
However, it was too much teasing for Lu Qingfeng that he had to gently push her off him, and coax her to lay on her back, intending to continue where they left off.
Her husband moved to her slender neck, leaving love bites in his wake. Her face was scarlet red as she allowed him to continue, knowing that tonight would end with her surrendering her innocence to him, but she didn't mind at all. Su Xiaofei was glad that it was him that she ended up with in this lifetime, because truth to be told, she didn't think she would gamble on love again after what she had experienced in her previous life.
Lu Qingfeng's shirt followed her discarded blouse, crumpled on the floor. She whimpered as his hands moved over her body, awakening her senses. Her hand went into his thick hair as he kissed down her bare stomach and slowly got rid of her slacks and the rest of her undergarments.
He went back to her shoulder, kissing her exposed skin while her fingers ran over his flesh tone, admiring his form. How was he able to make time to do his workouts with his busy schedule? She wondered, thinking that she should join him one of these days.
Her long black hair slipped over her shoulders as she tilted her head back for Lu Qingfeng's mouth to worship her skin, making her mind hazy, forgetting her earlier thoughts.
"Ah!" She exclaimed, her back arching from the sudden sensation that shot through her.
Her whole body lurched forward as she felt two fingers sliding into her. Her chest was suddenly pressed against him, one arm was at his back, while the other gripped his arm.
All thoughts flew from her mind the moment she felt his fingers move inside of her, curling it to hit the perfect spot within her body that she didn't know existed until she learned his touch. The only response she could make was a deep moan of satisfaction as he rocked his fingers within her body, scissoring and stretching her walls around him.
Lu Qingfeng looked up to her face, noticing the slight discomfort. Her nails dug painfully into his arm but he decided to endure. His discomfort was incomparable to what he was giving her at the moment. He didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable, but if he didn't prepare her enough for penetration, he was afraid that she would be crying from pain and that wasn't something he wanted to happen.
And then he noticed that the discomfort had slowly turned into deep, long moans.
"Just breathe." He whispered to her. The tip of his nose gently brushed against her cheek. "I'll only enter once you're ready. This one will treat you with care."
His fingers moved in swift motion, which was followed by a gasp from her lips. She mewled beneath him, her toes curling from the sensation Lu Qingfeng was giving her. She could feel her wetness soaking his fingers as jolts of pleasure shot through her, making her shiver from his touch.
"You're so beautiful, wife."
Su Xiaofei was used to hearing this compliment from many others, but it was rare for her to hear it from Lu Qingfeng. She knew that he wasn't saying this because of intimacy, but because he really meant it.
"Say that again, hubby." She panted, her dark eyes shining with desire for him.
"You're beautiful," Lu Qingfeng easily obliged, his lips gently brushing on hers. "So beautiful that it just makes me love you more."
In response, Su Xiaofei brought his lips to hers, kissing him with all her might, trying to show him how much she loved him, needed him. She poured in everything she had into that kiss. Her passion, her gratitude for his patience, her heart, her loneliness, her hope… The awareness of his love for her was overwhelming for her.
She was really a fool for choosing Mo Yuchen over Lu Qingfeng in her previous life. She felt his fingers leave her body in favor of pulling her body closer. Her very soul went into the slow, deep kiss that lasted forever, leaving the two of them panting for air.
When their lips parted, Lu Qingfeng stared fondly at his wife, satisfied to see her reaction. Su Xiaofei's face was tinted with red, lips a bit plump from their kissing and her dark eyes were hazy. She was breathing heavily, trying to catch her breath. Her chest moving accordingly, with its peak hardening due to arousal.
Seeing them made him painfully harder than he already was, which led him to discard his pants to release his bulging hardness.
Su Xiaoffei's curiosity got the best of her as she looked down, blushing even more when she noticed how hard her husband was. It wasn't the first time she had seen it anyway, but everytime she sees it, it makes her wonder if she would be able to take him in fully. She looked away, with the back of her hand covering her mouth as she laid naked beneath him.
"Feifei." She heard him call out to her.
"It's alright." He assured her. "Just be honest with me."
Su Xiaofei turned her attention back to her husband, sensing his hesitation to continue. He was saying this, yet his eyes looked so vivid even in their slightly dim room.
"I-I'm okay." She swallowed the invisible lump in her throat. "I want this… I want you."
"I want you too."
Then his lips returned to hers, pressing them even more passionately than earlier. She whimpered when she felt his tip brush against her entrance, turning her head away from his lips to suck in a deep breath, knowing what could happen next.
She felt that familiar emptiness again, desperately wanting some sort of fulfillment, desperately wanting her husband inside of her... She was so wet that her fluids were dripping between her thighs, onto the sheets beneath her. She braced herself and held onto his arms as Lu Qingfeng moved between her legs and hovered above her.
"Feifei," Lu Qingfeng whispered, almost to himself, but she heard him clearly.
It made her relax a little, before she felt him push slowly into her body. She gasped as his member spread her open. He was too big, but she knew that once she recovered from their first time, the next ones would be much better for her. Though he was big, it wasn't painful yet.
Now that the tip of his arousal was inside, Lu Qingfeng put a hand next to her head, gripping the sheets tightly as he fought the urge to slam inside her in one go. He wanted to shove into her body, but he was also hoping that their first time would be enjoyable for her. According to what he'd learned, the first time for most women tends to be uncomfortable and painful.
He pushed a bit deeper, and she gripped his forearms. He looked into her eyes, holding their gaze as he continued to push in another inch. He needed to say something, but Su Xiaofei already beat him as she nodded her consent for him to continue and spread her legs wider to better accommodate him.
A desperate look came over his face and he pushed fairly deep, reaching her maidenhead. He stilled and looked at her blushing face, hearing another moan escape her lips.