Chapter 078 Self-Blame
Li Xiaoya decisively rolled over and sat up, pushing Xiao Han down on the bed as she said, "Let me do it!"
After speaking, she resolutely seated herself on Xiao Han's body. With both hands propped against Xiao Han's chest, she tried hard to match his movements. Her complexion was flushed, her expression rich and complicated—alternating between pain and pleasure. Biting her red lips, she looked absolutely bewitching, further fueling Xiao Han's combat power.
Although Xiao Han was inexperienced, such matters seemed to be innate abilities for men. He nearly employed all his Eighteen Martial Arts skills to spar with Li Xiaoya. Li Xiaoya made every effort to satisfy Xiao Han's various demands, whether they were movements or physical needs.
Roar, roar, roar...
However, precisely because Xiao Han was inexperienced, after struggling for more than ten minutes, he quickly ran out of steam. Yet, Li Xiaoya, having suppressed her physiological needs for half a year, also erupted at this moment, and she reached a certain peak with Xiao Han simultaneously.
Xiao Han was panting heavily as he lay on Li Xiaoya, gasping, "Sis, did I... did I do something wrong?"
"No!" Li Xiaoya shook her head, "You did nothing wrong. Neither did we!"
"But..." Xiao Han was still full of alcohol and although he seemed much more sober now, he was sweaty all over. Most importantly, this was Xiao Han's first time, and after persisting for more than ten minutes before surrendering, Xiao Han did not go soft. He felt somewhat guilty.
Because Li Xiaoya had never been anything but good to him, yet he had done something so despicable. Taking advantage of the alcohol to have his way with Li Xiaoya was definitely infuriating. Even now, thinking back on it, Xiao Han found himself detestable.
Slap!
Xiao Han furiously slapped himself, cursing, "I'm such a piece of shit. I can't believe I did something so shameful."
"Stop!" Li Xiaoya hurriedly grabbed Xiao Han's hand, "Don't hit yourself. If there was a mistake here, it's not only your fault. If you must hit someone, then hit me too."
Xiao Han looked into Li Xiaoya's anxious and caring eyes, feeling a slight sense of being moved.
"Sis, I shouldn't have been so reckless," Xiao Han said with regret. "And I shouldn't have impulsively competed with Liu Hao in drinking, or else... or else none of this would have happened."
"Silly boy!" Li Xiaoya smiled and then said, "I don't blame you for what happened today; rather, I should thank you!"
"Huh?" Upon hearing this, Xiao Han looked at Li Xiaoya in astonishment and asked, "Why?"
"Because I am a woman." Li Xiaoya looked at Xiao Han earnestly.
"A woman?" Xiao Han furrowed his brows, "If you weren't a woman, I wouldn't have made a mistake."
"Let me finish!" Li Xiaoya's face turned slightly red, her eyes peony-blossomed, beguiling yet tinged with shyness. Xiao Han felt another surge of desire; however, he tried hard to control himself. Although Xiao Han struggled to remain calm, his body couldn't quite manage the same.
Xiao Han squinted his eyes and said, "Alright, go on!"
"First, I am a divorced woman, and it has been over half a year," Li Xiaoya took a deep breath, "For all this time, I've been living like a walking dead. I lost all taste in life and focused solely on my child. I once swore that I would never depend on any man again in my life. However, I am still a woman. A woman needs a man. Needs the broad chest of a man, the gentle shoulders of a man.
Today, you've made me feel like a woman again. You've released something that has been suppressed in me for so long. So, Xiao Han, it is I who should thank you!"
"Sis... I..." On hearing this, Xiao Han asked, "You're not lying to me, are you?"
"Of course not!" Li Xiaoya said gleefully, cupping Xiao Han's face with both hands.
At that moment, Xiao Han finally started to lose control over his inner impulses, slowly moving his body.
Ah!
Li Xiaoya exclaimed softly, her face changing slightly. She felt Xiao Han gathering momentum for another round. She whispered, "Xiao Han, be gentle, okay?"
"Mm!" Xiao Han nodded.
With his burden lifted, and now that his drunkenness had mostly worn off, Xiao Han wouldn't be as rough as before. This time, following Li Xiaoya's request, he would make sure to be gentler and more effective.
So, Xiao Han's movements were slow, not rough at all.
"Faster... faster!" Li Xiaoya urged.
"Alright!" Xiao Han couldn't help but quicken his pace.
Li Xiaoya held her face with both hands, seemingly in great pain, but at that moment, she felt an immense sense of satisfaction, which was welling up from deep within her. For a woman to encounter a man she fancied, and to be engaging in that intimate act, it was enough to illustrate the extent of her inner fulfillment.
Under Li Xiaoya's urging, Xiao Han's speed began to skyrocket insanely.
"Xiao Han, you... you're so amazing!" Li Xiaoya was clutching her own hair with both hands.
Xiao Han had his arms around her slender waist, applying just the right amount of strength.
In the room, a battle was raging, and moreover, the force of the battle was intensifying.
......
In the room, it was a whirlwind of activity. Only then did the battle finally come to a complete end.
Li Xiaoya lay at the head of the bed, with Xiao Han sprawled on her back, holding each other in a very ambiguous posture. Xiao Han lay panting on Li Xiaoya's back; this was their second round today, and Xiao Han seemed to be putting in a lot more effort. Furthermore, he could feel that this time lasted much longer than the last.
Not only that, but he could also feel his own strength had increased considerably.
Li Xiaoya's body was covered in a fine sheen of sweat, her black hair like a waterfall spilling over the head of the bed. Xiao Han buried his face in the cascade of her dark hair, kissing her fragrant shoulders and inhaling the faint scent from her hair.
"Sis, thank you," Xiao Han said.
"Silly, what are you thanking me for?" Li Xiaoya asked curiously.
"It's you who has given me this feeling," Xiao Han said, nibbling on her earlobe, "Otherwise, I would never have known what this bone-deep sensation was like."Nôv(el)B\\jnn
"Even if you don't know now, you would find out eventually," Li Xiaoya said with a smile, looking at Xiao Han.
Xiao Han smiled back at Li Xiaoya and then said with a grin, "Sis, I will protect you in the future."
Li Xiaoya was taken aback, her eyes gaining a complex expression. She suddenly asked, "Xiao Han, tell me, with your current abilities, what will you use to protect me?"
"I..." Xiao Han was momentarily stunned, then after a moment, he said, "Sis, I can definitely protect you."
"With your fists?" Li Xiaoya asked curiously, "If it's with fists, then I could hire many bodyguards, and their skills and kung fu would be better than yours. I know you can fight, but you only have two fists. How many people can you fight?"
"I..." Xiao Han frowned.
"You want to protect me in the business world?" Li Xiaoya inquired curiously. However, she didn't wait for Xiao Han to respond before immediately rebutting him, "In the business world, you haven't even started. The business is like a battlefield, and this world is far more complicated than you imagine."
"Sis, I like you," Xiao Han said, looking down, "I simply want to protect you. I know my abilities may not be enough right now, but I believe that one day I will grow stronger. I will become a towering tree, the one standing behind you to protect you."
Li Xiaoya's body shook. She seemed almost startled.
Once upon a time, that sentence had been so familiar. Yet, the person who had spoken these words had left her and had gone into the arms of another woman. Li Xiaoya felt as though she had been insulted like never before.
"I don't need your protection!" Li Xiaoya looked at Xiao Han angrily and said, "Don't think that a woman can't live without a man. I tell you, even without a man, I can still live a carefree life."
"Sis..." Xiao Han didn't expect his words to make Li Xiaoya so angry.
"Get out, get the hell out!" Li Xiaoya grabbed a pillow beside her and threw it fiercely at Xiao Han.
Seeing this, Xiao Han held Li Xiaoya tightly and said, "Sis, don't be like this."
Xiao Han could feel that Li Xiaoya's anger was gradually consuming her reason. Thus, he felt that he should not leave but rather stay. A woman, especially one who had just divorced, needed a man's broad chest even more, as well as a man's strong shoulders.
Indeed, under Xiao Han's forceful embrace, Li Xiaoya's emotions gradually calmed down.
The two of them were naked, holding each other tightly. Li Xiaoya hugged Xiao Han, her head resting on his shoulder, and she whispered, "Xiao Han, thank you. Thank you for not leaving me just now. Otherwise, I..."
"Sis, I won't leave you!" Xiao Han said earnestly, looking at Li Xiaoya, "Not ever!"
"Silly, don't talk lightly of forever," Li Xiaoya said to Xiao Han, "Because a person's promise can become the arrow that wounds each other."
"Mm-hmm," Xiao Han nodded.
Li Xiaoya quietly fell asleep in Xiao Han's arms. After two intense rounds, Xiao Han also drifted off into a heavy sleep.
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Xiao Han did not know how long he slept when, upon waking, he felt a blinding ray of sunlight entering his eyes. He hurriedly closed them. Only when his eyes gradually adapted to the surrounding environment did he leisurely open them.