Show Off Once in Every World

Chapter 485: Younger Sisters Lover XLVII

“You asked me what I was looking for him for, and I’m telling you now that I was looking for him to clarify with him. Yes, I still like you, even if sometimes I think you’re just a jerk, a scum, someone who stabbed me in the heart when I was scarred all over, but once you show your gentleness, pamper me, protect me, and be willing to clean up the trouble I left behind me, I can’t help but think that you are the world, I won’t trade with anyone for the best.”

When Shan Yao heard her exposing herself, he gradually felt that he was almost unable to breathe, like slowly drowning in warm water.

“But I don’t want to go on like this anymore——” her eyes filled with weariness and settled on his angular face. “If you can’t firmly tell me ‘Yes’, don’t bother my life. I won’t deliberately call you brother to make you angry anymore. I’m not your sister at all, nor are you my brother, and you have no qualifications to control me.”

“If you ever had such a right, it’s just because I like you.”

After Wen Ying had said everything, she stopped looking at him and walked out with the food box in her hand.

Shan Yao did not stop her. He silently took out his cigarette box from his pocket and lit a cigarette at his fingertips, seemingly calm. However, he tried to ignite the lighter several times but failed with his hand sliding. After he finally lit the cigarette end, the trembling flame of the lighter revealed his inner restlessness.

This is not a corner where no one will pass by, and it is possible to be seen at any time. In ordinary times, he would never do such dangerous things, making himself a topic of conversation for those people, and turning a top student in a middle school who has almost no shortcomings into a student who has been caught in bad habits. Today, however, he seems to have forgotten all the habits he developed from childhood that he couldn’t change.

He looked at her back leaving behind.

It was exactly the same as what he saw when she turned to go upstairs that day. If she still had a little hesitation that day, and there was a pause in the middle of the walk, today there was only a decision. Being decisive like that is like telling him that there won’t be a third time in his life.

That’s fine too.

He rationally thought that he should have stayed away from her long ago. He said he didn’t want her destroyed by Gong Xuan, and he couldn’t suppress such worries because he nearly destroyed her once. He always couldn’t help but be afraid. If she gave up on herself and he couldn’t find out in time what kind of pain she was experiencing and couldn’t provide her with help, what would she become?

He didn’t want to see Wen Ying like that again.

It would be nice if they parted like this. He will follow a good plan step by step without any difference, and she will have her own life. They don’t have to intersect to live well, and perhaps they will live better.

Shan Yao tilted his head and put the cigarette into the mouth. When he was about to smoke, he noticed that his hand had been shaking unconsciously from the beginning. He spent a lot of effort putting it into his mouth. He took in a strong breath, and had already engraved his smoking skills into his bones. Skilled people who could no longer be skilled were severely choked by the light smoke!

He coughed violently.