The Extra's Indifference

I have a special condition from my birth, it is to feel every falsehood/fake. At first i didn't understand this feelings or Intuition because i lived in good, loving family. But when i reached the age that i needed meet nobles regularly, i understood this strange feeling.

After learning this feelings meaning, i became depressed and little bit mad.

Yes i could tell that i went little bit mad and would be mad fully in some time.

I wanted to feel genuine feelings, not false ones. I would be more than glad that even if it's someone genuinely wants to rip me if they shows this to me without hiding in the smiling face.

I felt many types of falsehood in my 15 years of life but i didn't felt this amount of falsehood from 1 person.

From the distance i could see that he was pretty handsome boy that cares about his sister.

But i felt that his every action were calculated and false, they weren't truth or sincere.

He smiles softly even his eyes can be seen smiling with joy but all of them were fake.

How is it possible to act like this to this degree, i didn't know and didn't wanted know. I didn't wanted to involved with this person because he was nothing short of monster.

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I didn't involved with him but he himself came and sat my side in the entrance ceremony. I looked at him with my signature grin but couldn't get any reaction.

I looked at his face to discern any fault of acting but i couldn't. I got distracted because of his face. I couldn't tell if he is too handsome or too beautiful, if i didn't know he is male i would think him some sort of being that transcendent the gender concept.

I listened their conversation while i stared his face. Before i knew it, i was staring at his face whole ceremony and didn't even noticed that entrance ceremony ended.

He got up from his seat and went his way to door. He opened it and bumped the famous Hywel Ashtorn. He helped him and they started to talked.

I secretly listened their conversations because i got curious about this boy, Kayle, which was his name that i learned when he introduced himself.

For the first time i saw what Kayle said was truth and it was about killing the Hywel Ashtorn. I shocked for a second because famous student Hywel Ashtorn can see souls which he himself comfirmed it and Kayle detected this with ease and threatened to kill Hywel Ashtorn the Duke's adopted son.

Before i knew it my curiosity on Kayle became interest and started to make plans in my mind to talk with him.

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Today first day of classes, thus i went to my classroom and choosed a seat.

Because of my creepy grin and expressions, no one usually comes near me, so i waited for professor.

While i was waiting Kayle came with his sister and sat my side.

I didn't know why he sat my side for 2 times but i didn't cared too much. I opened my mouth to start conversations, professor came in and distributed the paper for non compulsory courses.

I choosed the courses that Kayle said to his sister when in entrance ceremony. I was little bit mad but i didn't thought that my interest in Kayle made me idiot enough to completely ignore my future and choose the same courses as Kayle. Although the course i choose were good subjects but i didn't wanted them.

After class class ended and Kayle was about to got up. I needed to get his attention before he went away, so i giggled.

"Kukuku..."

My giggle was creepy like this even before i became little mad, so everyone who heard it thought that it was because of my affinity.

"Why are you laughing?" Kayle turned towards to me and said coldy. Even this action of his was fake and this made me excited.

"Kuku... It is nothing, We didn't even exchanged our names right? I am Flora Sunwillow, lets be friends from now on." While i was saying this my voice got bad from excitement and brought my shaking hand for handshake.

"Kayle Ceurie." He said coldly and shook my hand with his strong, firm hand. I could tell that he trained his muscles and with his strength he could kill me with 1 punch because of my low physical strength.

When he shook my hand i felt something familiar in him, something dark, vile and disgusting. Element of Curse. I didn't practiced too much curse magic because everyone considers this element bad. While i didn't practiced too much, i knew one or two things. So i easily recognized that he was cursed and it was pretty powerful curse at that.

I quickly controlled my raging excitement and expression.

"Don't be cold Kayle." I said sweetly and pouted. I was called beautiful many times before i went little mad, so i thought that i would get a reaction from him.

"It can't be helped because of my affinity." Kayle said flatly and smiled. His smile was too beautiful, if i didn't knew his smile was fake i would fall for him.

I decided it was time to tell him that i knew that he was acting, i wanted to see his expression.

"Is that so, but i was sure th-" While i was speaking Kayle's sister cut me off.

"Brother come on, we will be late." His sister said quickly and started pull him.

"Let's talk about it later." he said to me coldly and dragged away.

While he was dragged away i felt pain in my hand which was on the table.

I looked at my hand it was pricked with ice needle and when i looled at my hand i saw that on my table, there was a message made from ice. It was finely written or made so it was easy to read.

I got curious how did he write/made this with ease or without chant but that didn't important right now.

[Today 11p.m, sparring room no:23] message was clear.

I waited at my room until the time and went to sparring room. This rooms are open anytime and it has voice negation magic, which makes good place to talk or good place to murder.

I waited about 15 minutes in the room and door opened.

"At last you come Kayle! Kukuku..." I said loudly, before i knew it, i was giggling because of excitement.

Kayle looked at me for a second and looked at time.

"I came on time." He said coldly. He was right, i forgot that i came early because of excitement.

Kayle walked front of me and made chairs from ice.

He sat one of them and gestured me to sit other one.

"I am good, thanks." I refused politely. I was scared to sit a chair that Kayle made himself.

"Sit." Kayle said coldly.

"If you don't speak normally without acting, i won't." I said with calm tone but inwardly i was scared and excited.

"So it was true that you knew. How did you find out?" He asked coldly.

"I will tell you if you just act like yourself." I said.

I was too much curious about this handsome boy's normal tone and expression.

Kayle closed his eyes for few seconds and abruptly opened them.

His eyes that previously cold were replaced to bored and indifferent and i could tell that this was his true/normal eyes without acting.

"Are you happy now?" Kayle said emotionlessly.

His tone wasn't cold. There wasn't any emotion on his tone other than slightly boredom.

"If you won't speak, i will kill you." Kayle said emotionlessly.

I got scared and started to shiver because of it. What he said was true he would kill me if i won't speak.

"I felt it!" I practically shouted.

Kayle pulled his hand to back and i pulled towards him. I didn't even understand what happened but i didn't tried to anything either because of fright.

I fell to the floor and Kayle came ro my side slowly. He crouched to my side, turned me over and got top of me. He took my two wrist and hold them over my head. I tried to escape but he was much stronger than me.

I was scared and strangely excited for a moment that i thought that he will r*pe me, which i didn't understand for a bit.

"What did you feel it?" He whispered to my ear.

"I feel every falsehood and what everything you did was fake!" I shouted. I got more excited because of his looks and this made me scared.

'Did i became mad throughly?'

"What else you know about it?" Kayle whispered slowly and kissed my neck.

'Shit shit shit! He will make me his slave, if this is continues.' was my thoughts, so i quickly answered his question because wanted to escape as fast as possible.

"You are cursed!"

"So you know this too. Won't you help me with this curse?" Kayle asked slowly.

"I can't, it is too strong for me!" I denied immediately.

"If you want i can help you to make you stronger enough to lift it. Even if you don't want it i won't kill you." Kayle said with smile and kissed me between my cheek and lips.

'Shit! He will kill me if i don't want it. Fuck it! His kisses feels good, if i will become his slave i will get something from him.'

"I accept but i have conditions." I said.

"Sure tell me, if its nothing drastic i will do it." Kayle said calmly. What he said was true, so i said my demands immediately.

"You won't harm me directly or indirectly, will treat me good, will be my friend and kiss me from time to time!" I shouted. I was practically burning with shame of because asking for kisses from someone.

"Well you got yourself a deal." He said and got up from me.

I was sure that i was scammed but i couldn't do anything other than.