The Extra's Indifference

While we were aimlessly roaming around we entered a clothing shop and bought some clothes for Alicia after that we entered a potion shop because i remembered that i needed some ingredients for my research on the affinity enchanting potion that i am trying to make.

We got out of the potion shop and Alicia was looking at me with unhappy expression.

"Are you still making fun of me?" Alicia asked with slightly sad tone.

"What are you talking about?" I asked with confused expression.

"Why did you even buy lust reducer and aphrodisiac antidote if you didn't want to make fun of me?" Alicia said with suspicion.

'Well i bought them to make myself a sad story which in return earn your sympathy. But i can't tell her that.'

"Normally i carry these potions with bulks in my storage artifact but unfortunately for you, my stocks were emptied 3 days ago, so i had to help you myself instead of giving you simple antidote." I said.

"Why are you even carrying this much on you?"

"Because i need them. There were so many people that mixed aphrodisiac to my food or drink and there will be more people that will mix aphrodisiac to my food." I said as if it is daily occurrence.

It wasn't daily occurrence but it happened a lot of times. Though normally i wasn't carrying this potions because even if i drank whole barrel of aphrodisiac, i won't be horny, at most my penis would be erect but my mind will be clear as lake.

Alicia looked at me with her eyes wide open.

"Why?"

"There is no sensible reason. When they rejected by me, they would usually try to approach me after giving me aphrodisiac."

"Why?" Alicia asked again.

Probably she didn't understand the reason as she doesn't fully know the power of lust.

"Because of their lust. I am too beautiful that they can't restrain themselves or they just don't restrain themselves because of their pride that i broke it when i rejected them."

"Is lust powerful enough to sway people's mind?" Alicia asked doubtfully.

"Yes, it is the primal desire of the humans. Hence it is normal to have power on the human mind." I said and nodded.

"Probably you don't understand the power of the lust because i can tell that yesterday was your first time feeling it." I said with knowing tone.

"I think i more or less understand."

"So, why did reject them? Did you not like their looks?" Alicia asked like she didn't have too much interest on this topic.

"Why are you asking?" I asked.

"I am just curious hahaha." Alicia said and laughed awkwardly.

"Is that so?"

"Yes i am just curious, nothing else."

"I think i can tell you. You are my friend after all." I said and smiled slightly.

"Am i?" Alicia pointed herself with confusion.

"Are you not?" I said and looked at her sharply.

"Of course i am!" Alicia said loudly.

"Then there is no problem for me to tell you."

"I rejected them because they were looking at me with pure lust. If they were just looked at me with little bit lust and some interest, i wouldn't mind it, i got used to the lustful gazes and i consider them normal as almost everyone look at me with little bit of lust."

"So, you are saying it is okay for you to be looked by lustful gazes? So what type of girl you want to be your partner?" Alicia asked with interest.

'It seems she is showing interest on me. She probably likes me, it can't be love as it would be too sudden. Or maybe she wants me to take responsibility because i saw her naked body? I don't think so, she doesn't look like the type of the girl who will do that.'

'Should i give honest answer of my type of the girl that i liked when i had desires? Nah, if i do that she would be out of my type but i can't think of anything else to tell her.'

'Let's go with narcissistic answer.'

"I don't care for the looks, as i am more beautiful than everyone i saw." I said.

"So, what are you looking for at your partner?" Alicia asked impatiently.

'She is pretty serious about this huh.'

"She must be strong, i don't like the girls that can't protect herself from average beasts. She must be positive and lively, i don't like serious girls, they are boring. She mustn't be saint like these who spares even criminal's life to send them jail. I don't like too much kind girls they gives me creeps. And most importantly she must love me."

"That is it?" Alicia asked with confusion.

"What would i need something other than these?"

"But isn't it too easy to find someone like this?"

"No." I shook my head.

"There aren't many people that don't look at me with just pure lust or malicious intent. My maid and my sister are one of them. Probably they got used to it because we know each other minumum 2 years." I said with warm tone.

"Hey! You forgot to mention me... and my brother." Alicia said quickly and quietly added the last line. Probably she tried mask her interest on me.

"I didn't add Hywel because from what i see he was looking at me with good amount of lust but his heterosexuality held him back. Which is i am grateful for because i don't want to break my friends heart or skull."

"Really?" Alicia asked and i nodded her as confirmation.

"So why didn't you mention me? Did i look at you like that?" Alicia asked with offended tone.

"I didn't mentioned the babies too. Do you think a new born baby looks at me with lust? No, because they can't even feel lust. And you too didn't feel lust before yesterday's incident. I will judge you too, once you feel lust naturally."

"Did you just say that you see me same as baby?"

"I didn't say it like that, don't made up something in your head."

"Really?"

"Really."

​ "Good." Alicia said and nodded with satisfaction.

"I have a very good ch..." Alicia said to herself very quietly enough that i didn't hear the complete sentence.

"Did you say something?"

"No." Alicia said and shook her head.

"So where are we going right now?"

"Well, i am going to the Temple of Ice. I wanted to see it for a while, it is good time to go there." I said.

"I didn't know that you were believer of Ilelia."

"Because i am not. People says that she is the master of ice and this piqued my interest. Maybe i can learn something when i see her temple."

"Then let's go!" Alicia said energetically and took my arm.

"What are you doing?" I asked and gestured our arms, which was linked for some reason.

"We are friends and friends hang out like this." Alicia said and began to drag me.

"Really?" I asked doubtfully.

"Yes yes." Alicia said and i let my resistance go.

She is quite a bit enthusiastic about this for some reason.

'Are there more meaning that i don't know about to going a temple with someone?'