Chapter 79 Possessive Love
"I want our first time to be special, not one that is forced just because you don't want me to leave."
After saying this, my brother kissed me again but this time was more passionate than lustful.
I could feel his love for me and not wanting to devour me right now.
And I too understand what he was trying to say as I read some books about the first time was always a special thing for everyone.
But my body wanted more of his touch while my mind was still wanting him to not leave me.
Hence I still continued to grind my crotch to his.
"Hmmm, I still forget that not everyone has a good amount of mental power to resist lust."
My cheeks burned with shame but I still continued what I was doing. My desire for him was greater than my shame.
"If you are okay with it, I can help you."
My head moved subconsciously without knowing it and a smile appeared on my brother's beautiful face.
"You don't have to be embarrassed about it, as I love every part of you."
After saying this he grabbed my hair and brought it to his lips, kissing it lightly.
"Your beautiful black hair."
After my eyelids.
"Your mesmerizing purple eyes."
Then my lips.
"Your cherry lips."
He kissed all over me without stopping.
"Your soft breasts." He said and flicked one of my nipples with his tongue.
"Hng…"
A soft moan threatened to escape from me and I closed my mouth with a quick movement of my hand.
I was about to die because of the shame but I still wanted my brother to continue what he was doing without interrupting him.
But my brother didn't go down anymore and stopped.
"Can't I hear your lovely voice? Why are you closing your mouth like this?"
After saying this he grabbed my hand, intervening with our fingers, and continued to slide down again.
"Your fit waist." He said kissing my belly then began to slide further and further.
Antipacition and anxiety mixed with embarrassment covered my whole being while watching my brother's next move.
There he reached to my crotch, which was thoroughly wet that my panties wasnt even discernible at all.
My brother bit the string of my panties, pulling with a head movement, effectively untying it, revealing my nether region to himself.
"And your cute little pussy." He said and planted a kiss on my clitoris.
"Ahh…" A sensation that I never tasted came over me and I wanted feel more about it.
My brother approached my face without giving any more attention to my desperately twitching pussy and kissed me again.
After the kiss, he looked at me with a deep madness thoroughly hidden in his eyes.
I trembled uncontrollably as I noticed that my brother was the same as me.
He too was loving me excessively and wanted me to not get near to someone. This was the happiest day in my lonely life as I learned that my brother too was the same as me and this lessened my fears of being hated by my brother more.
There was no need to worry if he was the same as me and a genuine smile appeared on my face.
"And lastly I love your lively smile more."
He said and without waiting, he got back in front of my pussy.
"But first I should help you with this troublemaker, right?" He said with mischievous smile.
I felt his tongue over my slit, gently caressing it.
"Ohhhh!"
It was a heavenly feeling that I would be okay to die for but my brother didn't stop and continued to lick my clit more. He was literally eating my hot, throbbing womanhood and I was watching him doing this.
My mind wasn't even working properly anymore because of the pleasure I was feeling but when he inserted the tip of his tongue into the inside of my tight pussy, my mind stopped.
My eyes got cloudy while my brother was still tasting my insides, which were trying to crush his tongue. This pleasure was too much for me to bear it any longer but fortunately or unfortunately, a flood came from my pussy, making me spasm uncontrollably while my brother still eating my insides without wasting any of my love juices.
After his lunch was over, he gently licked clean my pussy and lay at my side, pulling my head into his chest, while wrapping his arm around my waist. Getting in spoon position.
I once again was in my brother's arms but I wasn't in condition to be happy about it. My mind was clouded because of the excessive stimulation I have experienced and I was feeling like I was in heaven.
I was okay to die here right now in my brother's arms. There was no need for me to be more greedy about this after I learned about my brother's feelings for me.
"I really don't want to leave you but I need to. This is important for both of our lives."
After whispering like this into my ear, he added with an uncertain tone :
"So can you wait for me while I am away?"
But hearing this awaken my greed as it was my first time seeing my brother anxious about something. He was always cool-headed person who does things with logic. So his anxious tone while waiting for my answer gave me the courage and greed I needed.
I turned over to him and wrapped my limbs around his body. Then I kissed him with passion.
My tongue danced in his mouth, exploring and tasting inside. It was warm and wet, it felt weirder while my lust was gone, but it still was my brother's mouth. So I didn't mind this feeling and continued to kiss him until I was about to pass out because of lack of breath.
I separated our lips and took deep breaths while looking into my brother. He too was breathing hard and there was a slight smile on his face that he was happy with my action.
"I will wait for you but please be quick about what you are going to do." I whispered into his ear, then continued:
"And if you look at a woman other than me, I will kill her. Know this before doing anything, brother~"
A chuckle came out my brother after hearing me, then he too leaned to my ear:
"And if you look at a man other than me, my dear Lucy. I will tie you to a room for eternity and torture that man until his mind and soul break." He said with a cold tone that show me how he was possessive of me.
'My brother truly loves me, maybe his love is more than my love toward him.' I thought and smiled like an idiot in love.
Then snuggled into him more, I had more energy for my lust but I wanted to sleep with my brother like in old times instead of doing naughty things, it was our last time in together maybe in a few years.
But I felt something hard poking me below. I forgot my brother's condition after I released my excessive lust on him.
My cheeks burned as I opened my mouth:
"Can I help you with this, brother?"
My heart began to pound again because of the anticipation and shame but my brother didn't let me and hugged me tighter.
"There is no need, it will go down in a few minutes." He said and buried his face in my breast.
Even though I wanted to help my brother to relieve him because the books that I read said that long-time erections without any release might be painful for men, but I didn't.
It was my brother's choice. He probably knew something that I didn't know.
That is why, I just pressed my body to his and closed my eyes.