Chapter 799
After hanging up, Nan Kui headed straight for the club's entrance.
Su Jing'an got out of the car as soon as he saw her.
He had already cut his hair, shaved his beard, and felt refreshed again.
When he saw Nan Kui, he pursed his lips into a smile.
Nan Kui's lips curved up in a smile as she walked up to him, "Jing An."
"Get in."
Nan Kui nodded and sat in the passenger seat.
She looked at Su Jing'an and said in a gentle voice, "You look really good today."
"Thank you."
Nan Kui asked, "What do you want to talk to me about?"
"I've been calming down these past few days. I've been thinking about a lot of things."
Nan Kui nodded, waiting for him to continue.
Su Jing'an looked at her. His eyes were no longer the same as before, as if he was looking for something through her.
"All these years, it's been hard on you."
Nan Kui looked calm. "Don't say that."
"Xiao Jingnian is right. I love Nan Ruo so much, how can I not notice that the person who came back to me has changed? "Actually, I knew from the begi
ing that you weren't Nan Ruo, but I didn't do anything."
Nan Kui didn't say anything.
Su Jing'an said, "I'm very selfish. I thought as long as I pretended that I didn't know anything, my life would never change. However ?? Even though I know it was wrong, but I am still by your side. My heart is also in pain, so when there was an exchange slot in the hospital, I was the first to submit my application.
I video with you every week not because I miss you, but because I want to see your face that's exactly like hers. I'm afraid ?? I'm afraid that time will come too soon, and I will slowly forget her appearance. Only when I see you will I know what she would look like if she were still alive. "
Nan Kui lowered her eyes and remained silent.
"Nan Kui, I'm sorry. Actually, I always knew that this was unfair to you. But I didn't do anything for you because I was too selfish. I just want to keep Nan Ruo. I've thought countless times that if the person who died that year wasn't Nan Ruo, but you ?? I knew it wasn't right, but I was too selfish. I really wanted her back in my life.
Su Jing'an closed his eyes: "Ever since I was young, I have always been introverted, not fond of talking, is lively and cute her, has opened up my heart, has shone in my life. You may not know how much I love her. Nan Kui, I really love her a lot. "
Nan Kui said with tears in her eyes, "I know."
"No, you won't know. You haven't experienced what happened between her and me. You will never know, and no one will ever know. Little Ruo ?? I miss her so much. "
Nan Kui lowered her gaze. "I'm sorry."
"This is not your fault, it was an accident, an accident that no one wanted to happen. You are her blood sister, and your pain is no less than mine, but I ?? Morality kidnapped you, and I didn't feel good, and it made you suffer with me for so long. "
As Su Jing'an said this, he burst into tears.
He was a grown man, and the look on his face caused one's heart to ache.
Nan Kui choked with sobs.
Su Jing'an looked at her and said, "Nan Kui, I accept Nan Ruo's death. From now on, you are free to do whatever you want, and love whoever you want. The matter between me and your sister is something I have to face. I can't let your sister's death implicate your life. "
Nan Kui didn't know what to say, so she could only close her eyes and wipe away her tears. "I'm really sorry."
"Don't apologize to me anymore. The one who should say sorry is me. Nan Kui, I'll let you go. I wish you happiness."
Nan Kui looked at him, and their eyes met, their eyes filled with tears.
Su Jing'an smiled at her, got off the car, went around to where Nan Kui was and opened the car door.
"Go back."
Nan Kui slowly got out of the car and stood by the side of the road, looking at him.
He smiled and spread his arms. "Can you do me a hug for the last time, Nan Ruo?"
Nan Kui nodded and went forward to hug him.
Su Jing'an patted her back: "You have to be happy."
He released her and walked over to the driver's side.
Nan Kui quickly said, "You will be returning to the hospital to work, right?"
Su Jing'an's hand paused for a second and then he nodded: "I will."
Nan Kui nodded and didn't speak any further.
Su Jing'an got on the car and took one last look at her before driving away.
Nan Kui stood at the door for twenty minutes before walking towards the club.
As it happened, the group of people had finished their training and were leaving the training grounds.
Seeing Nan Kui from afar, Xiao Jingyue ran over.
"Elder Sister Nan Ruo, you ??" Seeing her reddened eyes, Xiao Jingyue frowned. "Have you cried? Who bullied you? "
Upon hearing that they had cried, a few people followed them.
"Captain, what happened?"
Camel had always had a lot of confidence in his words. His tone made it seem as if he wanted to fight someone.
Nan Kui shook her head. "It's fine. I just remembered something sad. You guys can go back and rest. Don't worry about me."
The few of them did not move. Nan Kui said to Little Piao Liang, "Bring them back."
Little Piao Liang nodded. "Let's go, let's go. Captain will look for us if anything happens."
The group left step by step. After two steps, Xiaobei turned back.
"Captain Nan, are you alright?"
Nan Kui pursed her lips and smiled at him, "Jing An came by just now."
"Brother Jing'an?" Xiaobei was a little worried. "He ??" Did he say anything? "
"No, he just came to bid me farewell and wish me happiness."
When Xiaobei heard that, he exclaimed in surprise, "Brother Jing'an has thought it through?"
Nan Kui nodded.
Xiaobei said surprisingly, "I knew he would think it through. Brother Jing'an has always been a rational person."
Wise?
Such a rational Su Jing'an had let himself live in his dream of not being beautiful for nearly eight years.
How much he loved Nan Ruo.
Nan Kui patted him on the shoulder and pointed.
"Xiao Yue is waiting for you, right?"
Xiaobei turned around and saw that Xiao Jingyue had stopped more than ten meters away. She was looking back at the three of them.
"Probably not. She might be looking for you."
"No, she just came to find me. Go ahead, I want to be by myself for a while."
Xiaobei nodded and turned around.
Just as he was about to leave, he heard Nan Kui say, "Xiao Yue is a nice person."
"Huh?" Xiaobei turned around and looked at her.
Nan Kui pursed her lips. "She's a very good person. She looks like she has the temper of a lady, but in reality, she's as i
ocent as a sheet of paper. She's very suitable to be a girlfriend."
"Captain Nan, you misunderstood, there's nothing going on between her and me."
Nan Kui smiled. "There aren't many opportunities for a person to be tempted in their entire life. Don't give up if you encounter one. Go."
Xiaobei didn't say anything else and quickly left. He caught up to Xiao Jingyue and walked shoulder to shoulder with her.
Nan Kui took a deep breath and looked back in the direction of the door.
"Jing'an, you must be happy too."