Why Did I Become the Villainess?

 Everything returned back to its original place. The window of the carriage of the Illorian City was back to normal like it had never been broken before. I don't know how they do it, but it's really amazing though.

 Only Leander, Ruler Laird, Eve who is my personal maid, and I are inside the carriage. Prince Fraser and the rest decided to return to the Vrawyth carriage. As per my deal with Prince Fraser. He is really avoiding me now.

 I should be happy now because I already solved my problem with Prince Fraser, and I just need to help him realize his feelings for Princess Paislee. But I couldn't make myself happy. I feel empty. I feel like I'm making a huge mistake right now.

 I shake my head and sigh, which causes Ruler Laird to look at me worriedly. "Csille, are you okay? You have been sighing for the whole morning. Did something happen? Are you still worried about the Strzalka? Don't worry. We will definitely find them."

 I look at Ruler Laird and shake my head at him. I even forgot about that because all I've been thinking the whole morning is my deal with Prince Fraser.

 "I'm okay, and I'm not worried about Strzalka. Although the self defense you have taught me yesterday is only basic. I'm more confident to face them, " I look outside. "Don't worry about me. I'm just bored. How long will it take before we arrive at the Saiven Kingdom?"

 "I like that you have confidence but don't be too complacent. We still don't know the real strength of our opponent." Ruler Laird said while shaking his head. 

 He's right. I shouldn't get complacent. But I just don't think something will happen to me. The romance between Prince Fraser and Princess Paislee hasn't started. It won't make sense if something will happen to the villainess. Also, I haven't written that Csille will be endangered. If anyone will be endangered, that would be Princess Paislee and not me.

 "Also, we will only need to travel for another three days, and we will be in the Saiven country. We will be two weeks early for the date of the Competition, but since most of the representatives of the kingdoms are already in there. The Vrawyth Kingdom will probably be the last Kingdom that will arrive. I heard every Kingdom waits for the date of competition instead of returning back to their respective Kingdom," Leander, who was busy reading his medical book, raises his head and answers my second question.

 I nod my head at him. If we only had three days, then I'm pretty sure the scene I have written between Prince Fraser and Princess Paislee will happen one of these days.

 I sigh. Instead of feeling happy, why do I feel sad? Am I getting jealous because of it? But Prince Fraser is not mine in the first place. I sigh again and close my eyes. I put my hand on my pocket and touch the necklace that Prince Fraser gave me. 

 What I did is good for everyone, but why does it feel like what I did is not good for me? I know Prince Fraser will be happy that he didn't force himself to me. But what about me? What will happen to me in the future? If he wants to pursue Princess Paislee and not me? Will I be okay?

 I want to be happy for him, but how can I do that if thinking about the future makes me in pain. I sigh.

 "Csille, are you sure you're okay? You can share it with me if you want."

 I shake my head, Ruler Laird. What will I tell him that I am sad because I push away Prince Fraser, and now I am jealous because of his future interaction with Princess Paislee? Isn't it sound absurd? I was the one who pushes him away, but now I am jealous? 

 "I'm okay, Godfather. I probably just need to rest." I close my eyes and try to sleep. 

 I also need to talk to the Virtouse. I didn't talk to them last night for an unknown reason. As far as I remember, every time I would have questions, they will visit me instantly in my dreams. However, they didn't visit last night. What could have happened? Are they too busy dealing with the other spirit? Maybe I could talk to them when I sleep.

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 I open my eyes, and I found myself inside a huge church. There are people everywhere. Smiling widely at each other. 

 I frown. Where am I? I look around, trying to figure out what is happening, but all I could see are people chattering and cheering happily. There are decorations everywhere, and the guards are standing in line at the side of the aisle, and they are raising their swords in front of each other. Forming a roof-like shape. You can walk past through the roof-life shape.

 I am still in the Vrawyth Kingdom? But if I am, what is happening? How come I am back in the Vrawyth Kingdom? The last thing I could remember is I am still in the carriage on the way to the Saiven Kingdom. How come I am back? 

 With a confused mind, I started to walk to the entrance. Trying to see what is happening. I stop beside two ladies who are talking. Maybe I could get an idea of what is happening right now. Did I miss a very important event? 

 "I'm excited to see the bride and the groom. I'm sure they would look good together." One of the ladies said to her friend.

 Her friend nods her head. "I'm sure they will. The groom is the most handsome man among all the Kingdoms. No Crown Prince could even be compared to him. The bride is also considered a beauty. So, I'm pretty sure they will look good together. Also, haven't you see how they interact with each other? They are too sweet that even I got envious. When will we found our own prince charming," her friend said dreamily.

 So, it's a wedding. But who will get married? I look around, and I am in awe of how carefully plan the wedding is. Everything looks so elegant and extravagant. The couple probably came from noble families. But who could it be?

 They said the groom is the most handsome man in all the kingdoms? But the only person who could fit that description is still young. So, I'm pretty sure it's not him. But who could be label as the most handsome man at this time? 

 And the bride, they said she is a beauty too. She's not the most beautiful? As far as I remember, the title of being the most beautiful among all the Kingdoms was given to Csille. So, the bride couldn't be compared to Csille. 

 Now, I am more intrigued with this said couple. I continue walking towards the entrance. Trying to gather information about who the couple is.

 I walk closer to the two ladies talking to each other. It looks like they are talking about the bride and the groom.

 "Heyy, if the groom is getting married to the bride. What will happen to the groom's previous fiancée? I thought they are they will end up together. They look so good together too."

 I heard the other lady laugh in a low voice. "Have you forgotten what she did? Do you think the groom will want to have a bride like that? And why would he choose her if he could have her bride? The bride is the pride of their kingdom. However, the previous fiancée of the groom is the shame of our kingdom. It's a good thing she was sent to a faraway land and never allowed to step her foot on the Kingdom again. So, why would the groom choose his previous fiancée if he could have a bride like his bride right now?"

 The lady nods her head. "But don't you think the previous fiancée is quite pitiful? Imagine she grew up with the groom and become engaged with the groom since young. However, he just left her like nothing happened."

 The other lady shakes her head. "How can the groom like her if she's selfish and only cares for herself?"

 The lady shakes her head. "I still think that the previous fiancée is pitiful. Have you ever wonder, maybe she did that because she felt betrayed by the groom?"

 I frown. The story of the couple and the previous fiancée sounds familiar. Where did I heard it?

 As I walk towards the entrance, a man outside announces that the wedding will start. He then starts calling the people of the entourage.

 They are the nobles of the Vrawyth Kingdom. But after all the nobles pass through me, I didn't see my father, the Count. 

 I look around, trying to see if I just missed him, but I didn't. He isn't in here. But why? The Lauretré family is the only family from the nobles that are not here. 

 I am still wondering where does my family is when the man announces that the bride and the groom will be entering the church. 

 I look in front, and I immediately take a step backward. Tears started to fall down my eyes. Why? Why is he in front of me? 

 I look around and found a banner hanging on the ceiling. 

 Wishing a prosperous wedding for Prince Fraser Astalieu and Princess Paislee Saintizin. Long live the King and Queen!

 I covered my mouth. Trying to muffle down the sob that is coming from my mouth. Prince Fraser is marrying Princess Paislee? How did it come to this? Did I skip time again? But this is the end of the novel. I haven't even finished the second version of the novel. How come this is happening?

 I now understand why the story of the couple and the previous fiancée sounds familiar. Because it's the story of Csille. In the end, he really did choose Princess Paislee.

 I watch them walk forward to the altar. Prince Fraser is looking at Princess Paislee lovingly. Like she is the most important person in his life. 

 I walk forward, trying to get a clearer view of them. What the ladies said is true. They look good together. It's like they are born for each other. 

 I felt my heart being twisted in pain. Why? Why did it suddenly end like this? I haven't done what I wanted to do. 

 Prince Fraser stops and looks in my direction. He then glared at me. "What are you doing at our wedding?" He covers Princess Paislee using his own body while glaring at me. He looks so mad that I am here. 

 I tried to speak, but I couldn't get myself to speak. It's like something is stopping my mouth not to talk.

 Princess Paislee looks at me. "Csille, what are you doing here? Do you plan to ruin our wedding?"

 I tried to speak and said no to her, but I couldn't. I feel like I have become rooted on the ground. 

 Prince Fraser furiously yells at me. "You almost ruin the Vrawyth Kingdom, and you're the reason for the decline of your own family, the Lauretré family. And now, you even want to ruin our wedding? Why can't you let us go? Why can't you let us be happy? You already made too much mistake Csille, please don't make me hate you more."

 My tears continuously fall from my eyes like a waterfall. I smiled bitterly. He said he would wait for me? He said he will always be by my side. I knew it. It will become a lie in the future. And by the way, he is looking at me now. I know he already hates me. 

 Prince Fraser called the guards and dragged me outside the church. And I just let them drag me. They push me to the ground and left me. 

 I look up. It's already raining. The weather is probably sympathizing with me. This is the destiny of Csille. This is the destiny of the villainess 

 I close my eyes and feel the rain falling to my face. This is the end of everything. Can I go back to the real world now?